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Sometimes I don't how to cope with life. I don't think about killing myself, I did once but not now.

Its just that sometimes I'm all alone and my mind comes alive. I think abount everything and anything and sometimes the questions that pop into my head scare me. Like the things I see and dream.

I sometimes think I'm going crazy with things I understand. Like I can understand why a women killed her child or something on that line. I rarely judge people by their actions but when I do my views can't be change. I'm different and I know it. And sometimes it scares me because I can't ask or tell anyone just incase they think I'm lying or just MAD.



Well these are my thought today, this hour at least. I sometimes hate being who I am. I scare myself. Knowing things that I know and then not know the must simply of things is hard, very hard. Well I live on and probley live on for a long time still. *smiles weakly*