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Well, I am really confused and unsure about my life and the direction it is headed. I am not sure if the decisions I have made are the right ones. I guess I will find out soon enough.

I wish I had my own place but it's hard at the moment w/o a car, or job. It seems nothing I do is enough. Or even that it is good enough. You would think that after 33 years I would be used to it but, I'm not. I know that my daughter and fiance' love me.But does anyone else??? Why is that??? Jealousy, fear, hatred, anger??? I wish I knew. I do all I can for people but it is never enough or the right thing.

Why do I continue to try??? Am I so insecure that I need everyone elses' approval???

I would think not but it seems I do.

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Bellanova333
23:43 Sep 28 2010

You are an amazing woman my dear and if some people can't see that than fuck em! I love you and those babies and I know I am not the only one so keep your chin up and don't let anyone get you down!!! I am alwayas here for you guys know that.

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