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looking over thoughts that run thru my head, I realize alot of shit doesn't make sense. Is that bad when you realize if a normal human was to read your stuff, they would have absolutely no idea what you are talking about? lol. I never really worried about it until I found myself trying to explain to the love of my life exactly what I am and why I act how I do towards the human race. I had to explain how I have never felt part of the human race and the reasons behind it, and I realized in my telling of my history, I sounded completely insane. :D I enjoyed it tho. It was funny trying to watch his little human mind comprehend that there is a severe amount of gray in this supposed black and white world. In a line I claim, but am not able to speak of yet, I am the ninth born and known as The Finder for others of my kind, yay, lucky me. Considering the fact that I can never remember names only faces, that helps haha. More about me: I am a short shit, I stand 5'1". I am currently black haired but plan on switching to red full time here soon, suits my attitude better altho the black w/blue eyes and pale skin is fun to fuck w/ppl. Hmmm. Most importantly: I am a mommy w/two wonderful demonspawn, who are well behaved but when the other side rises up, you can tell. I am an odd little person, I make absolutely no sense in some ways, so just try and stay w/me when I go off on random thought processes, lol b/c I will normally just put out what is on my mind and even I have a hard time following it. :D more later ;)