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19:55 Feb 11 2012
Times Read: 981


She was a graveyard gal, been to hell and back

Most beautiful demon I'd ever seen in black

Her tattoos told a story, one of great sadness

and her cutter scars added, more to her madness



But I was so taken by her, her love was a happy beast

Inviting me into her heart, for love's sweet sacred feast

Our new bond was epic, we were one with all

Blinded by bliss, I didn't see the writing on the wall . . .



She told me out of the clear blue one night

on our shadow moon drive



" I'm so out of touch with life

I actually enjoy being alive "



Yeah she was a vast ocean of darkness

I was just a simple sparking flare

She was not the Dreamgirl I wished for

more like a Wet Nightmare



But I loved Her deeply

Her disturbed mind as well

A penny for Her thoughts

meant buying a ticket to hell



She was plagued by imaginary creatures

one she called 'Berserker'

I guess it had the body of a snail

and the head of a social worker



She wanted to be a famous dark poet

and slowy drink herself to death

But she would just stare at her blank journal

while smoking shitloads of meth



She'd steal my money to buy the dope

anything from a dollar to a penny

the worst part of that whole deal

she'd never even save me any



And she'd insist we plan a cemetery wedding

everytime she'd get drunk

I wasn't too keen on human sacrifice

for that I'd get punched in the junk



Bedtime was always intimate mayhem

she'd become a fetish-fueled housewife

later I'd be smoking an after-cig

and she'd walk around talking to a knife



Eventually I surprised her with a gold ring

to show her the depth of my love

She smiled and gave me something too

a dead white dove



At that point I finally blew like a bomb

I said some things I truely regret . . .



That shattered look on her sweet little face

is something I'll never forget . . .



She didn't say one word to me

She just slowly wandered away

I shouted out Lover-like apologies

But she still had nothing to say



I sat in bed and waited all night

I wanted her to come back home

I saw she left her ring on the sink

next to the spermicide foam



Then I caught that strange odor

the kind that will just linger

on closer inspection I noticed

Her ring kept her bloody finger



I picked it up and kissed it

tears welled up as I put it away

way back in the freezer

she'll need it again someday



because today is the day I go

to show Her how much I really care

I will search on forever

til I find my wild Wet Nightmare . . .


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tonybones73
tonybones73
02:53 Feb 13 2020

I like it Very much and how do you rate a journey





 

Unknown Feeling

19:54 Feb 11 2012
Times Read: 982


She comes sometimes

when I play

Unseen silver form

entering quietly

I never notice her lips on mine

Until it is over...



Still tingling... I wonder

Which notes were hers

And which were mine

I would try to capture her

But then those kisses

Would seem a normal lovers


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Lie You Here

19:54 Feb 11 2012
Times Read: 983


Now I hear a heartbeat

Pulsing through the walls,

Closing in around me,

Shouting out my faults.



Lie you here beside me

The moment that I die;

Succumb to the darkness,

Listen to me cry.



Let not your fears surround you,

Calling in the night.

Wandering in the winter,

Screaming in the fight.



Once far in the distance,

The silver wolves will hunt.

Out across the valleys

Warriors confront.



Our souls forever straggle,

Struggling to be free,

Hands forever clasped

For eternal journey.


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19:53 Feb 11 2012
Times Read: 984


Echo of a whispered dream

Fluttering wings

A sigh in the night

you came to me



breath upon my face

maybe only imagining

and only seen

from the corner of my mind



whisper of an angel

back again

and then gone

still in my waking thoughts



dreams at night

I still see you

just imagining

continue dreaming

sweet angel...


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