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This is my first weekend with out him and i,m so lonely I miss my baby so much tonight he called and he was telling me how he was hanging out with the guys he told me that he could not stop talking about me to them how much fun he had he called me his girlfriend the hole night now I know its real he said he was in Love with me that he my not live here right now but his heart is here with me I could not stop crying he made me feel so good he said there is no one else but me I thought I mite be pargo but i,m not but we both thought I was he thought it he was good if I was because it was with me and he would love to have one but then the money thing we both don't make a lot so that would be bad but he said we will have to try some time down the road when we both can be together and have money in the bank so we dont have to worry about paying the bills I found the man I wanted he is it we were met to be this is my time to be happy with someone my soul mat he is it we have tasted each other he tasted sweet to me yumm I want more have to wait until he comes back he said it would be soon he can't live with out he said I need him so bad I can't sleep life is hard to live with out him but i need to hang on I Love you baby !!!

He left yesterday and I was a mess as I knew i was going to be saying goodbye is not easy but it's not goodbye it's see you soon he said so much to he said he belongs here with me and how much he wanted to stay with me but he knows he had to go home for him mom and dad so its been very hard to deal with out him I just talk to him all is good he never slepted he said his body wont let him he is over tired i think told him to take a shower mite help he said that sounded good but he will call me later he said he knows he will how much he misses me he really a great guy he made me feel so good and happy could not make me change it I love him for ever and he will be with me some time soon i hope I need him and he needs me .. he is so cute sleeping I watched him a lot of the time I will never let him go !!

Well Sweety came and stayed with me and he took the train and then when he was going to leave he missed the train so he got a new ticket for this saturday i have to leave early to get him there I had a great time with him and I know now that he dose love me and he says it all the time to me we held hands and He said he dose want to be with me but he dose have to go back he dose have a job and takes care of his mom and dad so I can't keep him but he will be back he says and that he was glad he came here to see me we met each other for a reason he says love is everywhere he told me I was his girl and he said to never let go always telling he loves me he is the man of my dreams how he puts up with me for 4 years ? I love everything about him and just being with someone that cares for me and dose a lot for me my heart is so big and so is his heart and I can't think how it would be with out him in my life !! I can't stop thinking what I would do with my self ..laying next to him and feeling him touching me was such a great feeling I was cloud nine never want him to go but he has a life somewhere eles .and I have a life here Well I Love you Baby !!!