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Ohmygod i havent been on here in forever. Its horrible I know. But here are just some life updates.



I finally got my parking permit for school, so now I dont have to ride my nasty bus anymore. (I actually had I dream recently that I yelled at everybody on the bus and scared them or something like that. Haha. I wish.) Though I still have no clue where my parking space is.



I've been all over the place with religion. For a while there I was seriously considering going full atheist, but right now I'm still not sure. I know I don't believe in the idea of a personal god (like the christian god) but I think i might believe in like a higher power/consciousness or something. its probably closest to pantheism. But I'm still calling myself druid.



Boys are still assholes btw. My prom date changed his mind without even telling me (had to find out from one of my friends) and "forgot" my phone number. So now I've got to find another prom date....and i still have to find a dress. *sigh*



But I am really proud of myself. I messaged the guy on facebook that i have a little crush on. That may not seem like a big deal, but it is for me. I actually took the plunge!! I actually "talked" to this guy!! Even if it was only on facebook, this is a still a big deal. Its still the first step. Usually I'm so horribly shy about the guys I like that I cant even work up the courage to talk to them on the internet. But I did!! It feels so empowering. Like, I can take on the world!!



Haha. I dont know if anything will come of me or him but still, you never know?? Who knows? He might could be my prom date. ^_^



But thats my life update for now. I'll try to be on here more often but I doubt I will. Just enough to keep people updated and talk every now and then.