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Monster







Heart broken and weeping I wander in the woods



Find my favorite place by the water



Falling to the ground I pull out my knife



I am done



I have been hurt for the last time



Naked and freezing



I can see my breath



The tears on my face are so warm



The only warmth I can feel now



Shaking



I place my knife upon my wrist



Pushing hard



I cut deep and drag the blade far up my arm



The blood runs free



Soaking the ground



I can feel all the hate and all the pain flow from my body



My tears of pain are now tears of joy



I feel the weight of all this fall away



The chains of my imprisonment unlocked



But this bliss dose not last



As I watch my lifes essence collect around me



I am pulled under



Into a world that I have never seen before



I am forced to watch and feel the my pain



All my hatred



Reminded of all the things that have torn my soul into pieces



Watching



I feel it all build up



All the rage



My skin starts to burn



I am changing



I can see my hands as they grow claws



Searing pain in my back



Wings have grown



All I see has become red from the fire that has replaced my eyes



Whispers come to me from some where in side this hell



Go Back



Feed on the souls of the ones that have killed your heart



Your soul



We have given you the power to have your vengeance



But there is a price



When you have finished with them you will kill for us



Devourer the blacked souls of evil that is to powerful for us to take on our own



I nod my head



Then a deal has been made. You belong to us now.



With that I am pulled back up through the earth



Raising from my own blood



A sick smile on my face



Looking at myself



Can see my human hands



But I know that I am not the same



Licking up the blood



I feel refreshed



Reborn



The monster is free



And the world shall feel my wrath

COMMENTS

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xxVampiraxx
05:07 Jun 21 2008

A most wonderous picture you have painted here! So vivid!

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DiabolicMessiah
07:33 Jun 23 2008

How the hell do I get half as good as you?

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POST COMMENT

Soul mate







I have burned at the stake hundred times for my love of you



They can kill my human vessel as many times as they like



But they will never come close to touching what I hold deep within my blacked heart for you.



I would gladly lie down and let my flesh melt away in the suns light if only to be close to you. Cursed as I am



I can feel love.



You have brought that gift to me.



You have touched me, my soul; in ways I never thought could be done.



You reached into the darkness that is me and not run away like all others.



You see me as I truly am and don't try to cage me.



You have set me free.



Woke up some thing I thought I lost long ago.



Thank you my beloved. Thank you for waking me



For reminding me of who I used to be



For shining a light into the darkest corners of my soul so that I may some day find my way back to this world.



You have always been part of me and will remain in my thoughts and in my heart.



Strange is what we are.



This world as damned us for what we are.



For the love that is unknown to them.



Odd and unnatural is what they said when tied me to that stake and burned my soul.



And from that blacked day you were lost to me.



But now I have found you in this maze of hatred and pain.



My light in the shadows



The answer to my darkest prayers



You are the final piece to my puzzle



You have made me whole again



And I will never loss you again



Thank you my beloved



And never forget this message



For you are mine



And I am yours.



I would drown this world in all the tears I have cried over the thousands of years I have missed you



We will never be parted again

Follow me.











Follow me down the rabbit hole







Down where no one sees







Down to find the true and real me







Follow me down the rabbit hole







Down where no one knows







Right from wrong







Or Cheshire song







Follow me down the rabbit hole







And hear the rabbit cry







Im late. Im late for a very important date!







I grin and think about serving him up on a plate







Follow me down the rabbit hole







To see me pounce







My teeth are long







And my claws are strong







And I shall not waste one ounce







Follow me down the rabbit hole







Rip and tear the tender meat







Oh what a delightful treat







Purr and grin







Is this a sin







Follow me down the rabbit hole







He was once my friend







But it seems that he has reached his end







What would Alice say if she know what I have done this day











The Cheshire Cat



© Angel of Blood 2004

Thief



Im calling you out



Among the thieves



To bring you down



To burn with me



Embrace the flames



Of our eternal hell



I guess I didnt know you



All that well



You stole my heart



And burn my soul



And now my touch is oh so cold



Fire and ice and shattered mind



An empty shell you left behind



The kiss of death is all I ask



So that I may have some peace at last

Fall asleep forever







I dream of days that have never come



Days that where suppose to be happy



They never came



They never will



I dream of nights full of love



And all I got was nights full hateful fighting



My dreams are the only place that I can be happy



The only place I can feel love without pain



Sleep away my days



Safe in the comfort it gives me



Dream away



Never to wake



Why should I bother?



No one would miss me



Just let myself slip into endless dreaming



And sleep forever

Forget







I place a brick on top of wall



Building it higher and higher



No more chances



No more hurting



Close myself in



Forget the world outside



Curl up in a little ball



Stay in my corner



Alone in the silence



Yet the screaming pierces my heart



I have cried so many tears in my life



That my face is stained



I can’t wipe away the pain



But I can hide it all in side



Push it down into the void



Lock it behind my doors



Never again will call anyone friend



Never again will I be such a fool



I am lost all now



And all is lost to me



So alone I will be



And alone I shall stay

Please







Please don’t look at me



For I do not deserve the attention



Please don’t call to me



For I am pained by your voice



Please don’t touch me



For I am cold



Please don’t love me



For I not worthy of it



Please forget me



For I do not exist











Angel of Blood

Death of a Heart







I lay you down in a cradle of earth



And leave the world of emotion behind



No more hate



No more pain



No more sorrow



No longer will I be burdened by the feelings of love



Pity



Or jealousy



No longer will I be imprisoned by the lie that calls it self “friendship”



Goodbye to all these foolish things



I have no place for you anymore



I bury you deep



Here



With my heart



Cover you with dirt and leaves



No longer will you get in my way



No longer waste my time



Rest well



Don’t fall of man



Stupid humans and their “feelings” will be the end of us all



But I leave that all behind with you



My heart



I shall embrace nothing that now fill the hole in my chest where you once lived



Where I ripped you from my body



The skin will heal



But the void will forever remain



And I am now free

I wrote this one when I was 16







Wrapped in lies







Full moon



Cold wind whispers your name



Voices of past pain echo in my ears



I see your face



But your not here



Never knowing what is real



Children's laughter fills my mind



But memory has shattered that stolen moment



Never knowing what is true



The kittens purr



And the puppies whine



Children play in un-shattered time



Memory plays the roll of truth



Who am I



Who are you



Lovers before our time



Destined to fall



Never knowing where to end it all



Fate is not something from which you can hide



Truth is our biggest lie



Love our only hate



Hate what we love



Lie about things that are plainly true



The world is blind



Wrapped in lies

My Pain







My soul is screaming for release



Just let me be



Why does this world have to torture me so



Why do you keep me, just to hurt me



A pointless and hollow existence



Full of hate



Full of pain



To roam the darkest of paths alone



Lost in the sea of faces



Pushed around from lover to lover



Never to be truly happy



Why the fuck am I even alive



The countless times I have wished for death



How many times have I tried to bring it upon myself



And how many times have I failed



I cant even do that right



I cant seem to do anything right



Just and empty and hollow shell



That is all that remains of me



Lifeless



Full of pain and confusion



Wandering through this world just making it by



No one understands me



No one ever will



© Angel of Blood 2004