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the insanity is rising from its depths

im going crazy

the blade biting

nothing to save me

the blood running so fast

nothing left

im going crazy

bubbling laughter

I need to run

get away from myself

the flame is soothing

burning away the sanity

none to save me

not even wanting to be saved

im going crazy

crazy crazy crazy

I love this insanity

to sleep besides you

to trust completely

to let go

to know so sweetly

that you are it for me

so young are we

to dream

to become our own

to whisper in love

to hold hands down a star lighted path

this is ours

this is us.

to be together

without worry

with out regrets

this is soon to be

this is now.

tonight so dark

so filled with sorrow

I don't want to be alone

yet loneliness is all I have

what does life matter

when your dead inside?

the icy coldness resurfacing

the barren land inside my soul

my heart has gone away

dormant in winter it lay

I can feel my self falling away

the sorrow rising again

thinking to much

consumed by old emotions

once I thought were gone

yet here they are

and I come to an end

falling back into this darkness

distant and cold

the tears that were dry spring foreth

back in this crevess I thought I escaped

the moment you forget that is the moment all is lost

the second you tear drops is the second my heart cries

the moment your heart stops is the moment I seek the whisper of death

the moment you no longer breath is the moment I die.

sweet pain

such is love

misery at unexpected separation

such is loss

the toss between life and death

by the hands of that who holds your heart

such is the risk

finding the strength of patience

such is life

letting go when the time has come

such is death

but knowing you have the soul of him in your hands

such is forever.

to hate yourself as I do

to look to death with such big tearful eyes

to dance at the edge of the blade

to tempt fate so close to the flame

to die in disgrace

to live in misery

to hate yourself as I do

this hate inside

so cold

there is nothing to me any more

foolish mistakes

the flames against my skin

burning me

warming me

tearing back my flesh

wanting to end this

hating myself

tonight thrown from a window

not survive

the knife from my chest

the tears in my eyes

yes I deserve this

this punishment isnt enough

I need more

in side there is war

shall I live in this misery

this hate

shall I end it now

die a death in disgrace

I fucking hate me

so stupid

cut out my eyes

burn my body

poison my blood

break my bones

cut off my limbs

cut threw my flesh

hate myself

hate wht I did

lets go die

lets have fun

lets dance in my own blood

sing my own screams

im done

there is nothing

there is no one

bathing in blood

still there is silence

my heart laments

so forlorn

tears of fear and sorrow

misery my company

my love's voice absent

does he breathe

let him whisper my worries away