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November
05:11 Nov 14 2006
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I have too many projects. I am pulled in too many directions. I love VR and I will never abandon it, though some think I already have.



They are partially right in that the passion is gone. I log in, slog through my messages, 90% are trade offers, 9% are crap and drama, but the 1% makes me smile.



I have made many, many great friends, and I've had the opportunity to meet many in person. There are many more I long to meet. Being a member of VR has always been rewarding.



Being an admin has it's struggles, but the good people are worth helping out. Being a House Master has definitely been an honor, but sometimes I feel like no one cares anymore about being part of something special.



Lately I feel disconnected. Like I serve no purpose here. I have no input in conversations. Nothing to share. Nothing to say.



This apathy is crossing over into other parts of my life. I haven't written anything in months. No fiction, articles, websites, or games. Nothing but the stuff that pays the bills.



Yeah the job keeps me busy, as does family. But it's not stress I'm feeling. It's not depression.



It's a void. And I'm running out of things to fill it with.

The Vampire In My Attic, by Patrick McLean
01:53 Nov 07 2006
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I loved this story from Patrick McLean's The Seanachai when I first heard it. Now he's gone and made a video to go with it. Always good words, right order.

The Vampire In My Attic, by Patrick McLean