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I got a brand new kindle fire as well as a 50 dollar Amazon gift card and a hand knitted scarf and a 100 dollar master card.

I'm hating being single and it's only been like 5 days since Alina dumped me.I miss being able to cuddle with her and smelling her perfume,lotion and makeup.Her smell is all over my coat.It's driving me insane.Because I put my coat on and smell it then I remember her which makes me cry and become even more depressed.I wish I could just wash it out of the coat but i really dont want to.It's complicated to explain.I just wish she would get back together with me.But,that is never going to happen.She sounded serious when she said its over between us.I just hate the time period between being single and finding the next girlfriend.Its so fucking complicated to cope with.I will probably go with the first girl up here who ask me.I am definitely on the rebound.Fuck My Life!

fucking bored

I'm feeling abit better after the breakup.Still abit depressed,but not willing to kill myself anymore.Last night,when I was laying on the couch watching TV,I looked behind me and was expecting Alina to be there.At about 9 today,I checked my cell and was expecting a text from her.It definitely is tough going through a break up.But,I have so much to live for that it wouldn't even be worth killing myself over that bitch.My brother is going through deep emotional problems himself and I have a feeling that if I killed myself then he wouldn't have anyone to talk to about his emotions,then wold end up committing suicide as well. Even though life sucks,I'm going to live through it,day by day,week by week,month by month and year by year.I just hope Miss Right can find me soon.

Last night at 6:50 Alina broke up with me. She said all the stuff that everyone else does. "I'm sorry but I think we should just be friends its not you its me." Im feeling mega depressed right now. I don't want to eat or even get out of bed. She was my everything and I was willing to do anything for her.I don't even know what I did wrong she never told me.Everything reminds me of her characters in the movie I was watching last night looked like her friends and every song makes me think of her.

My dumb ass ran the back end of my car into my grandma's garage door. I was trying to back it up down the hill into my parking spot but I turned the wheels the wrong way.Now,the right back light on my car is missing some glass and I have a huge ass dent on my back door. And,the garage door is missing 4 screws,there's a huge dent in it and the electrical shit isn't working.The garage door doesn't know weither its suppose to go up or go down.It keeps switching between the 2.