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I'll always remember,

how happy I was,

when I was with you

I'll never forget,

the things you would do



Although you're not here,

I'll always remember,

the way that you cared,

You were the only reason,

I always pulled through,

No one can replace you.



You were the only one,

who loved me,

unconditionally,

the only one,

who always made me smile.



I'll try to remember the happy,

the good,

I try to ignore the sadness,

you're absence

because I know should,

but it's hard.



I guess I'm just greedy,

I want you here with me.

I know you wouldn't want to see me cry,

but without you here,

I just want to die.



I know I'm not the only one,

who misses you,

but no one really loved you,

the way I still do.

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XandrogyneX
04:38 Nov 02 2011

love this!

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Mists of white,

just like snow,

Surrounding you,

a heavenly glow,

A single tear,

slowly falls,

Ignore the pain,

ignore the calls,

Look to tomorrow

She slowly walks,

but inside she's running,

She smiles at everyone she sees,

but inside she's crying,

She seems so alive,

but inside she's dying,

She is so smart,

but inside she's giving up

She is so pretty,

but inside she only sees the ugly,

She follows all the rules,

but inside she is rebelling,

She has the perfect life,

but inside she's falling apart,

She is planning her future,

but inside she's planning an escape,

She is giving up,

She is running away,

She sees the opportunity,

and there she escapes,

The blood flows out,

Her soul is leaving,

She is finally dying,

People are wondering,

They don't know,

Things aren't always what they seem

A battle between darkness and light,

I'm a shadow of my former self

who will win this fight?

feeling numb,

I've given in to the night.

I'm not good for my own health.

My life just isn't right.

You watched as I fell

It's too late,

I'm in my own personal hell,

This is now my fate,

The shadows are all around,

the blood will always stain,

they try to pull me down,

I'm drowning in this rain,

let the darkness swallow me,

the secrets I hold inside,

but you will never see,

the despair that I try to hide,

Can you find the truth within the lies?

you wouldn't even try.

Can you save me before it's too late?

you're just filled with hate.

When you look at me, what do you find?

you wouldn't even waste the time...

I am unwanted.

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BleedingEmbers
19:18 Oct 25 2011

I want you....um that sounds wrong lol

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She is lost and alone,

but no one really cares,

she has nowhere to go,

she is followed by their vacant stares,

she has been judged and lied to,

she has been ripped apart,

She doesn't know what to do,

she doesn't know where to start

She hurts inside,

she's empty and hollow,

she fights to stay alive,

while the blood begins to flow



~DyingRose and BleedingEmbers

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BleedingEmbers
17:19 Oct 12 2011

we is awsum twin!

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A dark space,

an empty place,

I wish that I was safe.

A nightmare,

A strong fear,

I wish I wasn't here.

A coming end,

please not again,

forgive me for my sins.

a bleeding heart,

a slow start,

I don't know how to play my part.

I fall into a deep sleep,

as I waste away.

I'm waiting for you to come,

save me from myself.

I drown in a pool of my own tears,

as I recall everything I once knew.

I'm destroying myself,

as I hold on to the thought of you.

A death by my own hand

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BleedingEmbers
17:20 Oct 12 2011

woah! u good at this i don't get y u think ur not

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She walks alone with nowhere to go,

An empty soul that's bloodied and torn,

She's desperate for love, to be accepted.

She dreams of a life where she's noticed,

Her hear is open, but so many times its been broken,

Her dreams never come true,

She doesn't know what to do,

She finally gives in,

She's finally done,

She welcomes the darkness as she falls.

A lost soul with nowhere to go,

A broken dream that will never be repaired,

An empty heart that barley beats,

A love that can never be,

A hope that's wrapped in chains,

The story of my life

The darkness crept around me,

penetrated through the light,

No one but me could see,

that something wasn't right



The shadows all followed me

no matter where I would go,

They made me who I am today,

someone I barely know



I don't recognize myself

I look in the mirror and see,

someone different, someone else,

Someone that isn't me



The darkness came,

the shadows crept around me

I'll never be the same

because this is who I want to be



The darkness captured me

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BleedingEmbers
17:22 Oct 07 2011

Amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Why is everything so wrong,

when it should be right?

Why am I destined to see darkness

when everyone sees light?

Why do I bring myself down

every single time?

No matter what I do,

I always lose the fight.



Why do I always feel this way?

I just want to run and hide.

I guess I'm just afraid that when things get tough,

I'll have no one by my side.



Why do I always feel like this?

It's like I am in constant pain.

How come the sun doesn't shine for me?

Why is it me that's drowning in rain?

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BleedingEmbers
17:24 Oct 12 2011

love this!

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