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"Ladders coming up again what do I do

Every ounce of my own being says run right through

I'm held captive by the ship I'm in

Mesmerized and it starts sinking in



Whistle blows .... I snap back to reality

She is slowly sailing deep into the sea

I've got to wake, this has to be a dream

I've got to wake, this can't be what it seems



Never be the same

I'm already changing

Never be the same again

I know



I've got this empty feeling that won't go away

And yet that same old feeling's keeping me awake

And if I could I'd tell them how I feel

Even if I had the words to heal



Never be the same

I'm already changing

Never be the same again

I know ... It's like a never ever ending sleepless dream

Like being suspended from a sky that you can't see

Bottom falls and you're still standing there ...

Like a puppet dangling in the air



I walk into a room and I can smell the air

The walls are white

And there's no feeling anywhere

It's colder than the life from where I came

But nothing's colder than the life I'm in



Never be the same

I'm already changing

Never be the same again

I know



Never be the same

I'm already changing

Never be the same again

I know



I know"



It was "Believe Again" by Susan Aglukark; one of my favourite songs. The lyrics seeped their way into my brain, here as I chat to my ex-girlfriend. I always thoughts there is only 3 things people could say to me what will hurt. Now there is 4 things



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