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Our office used to be a small warehouse.



This happened just before 2pm



An office for 2 desks, secratary and a kitchen. Then the training room. A door there leading to the small warehouse, another door to go to the parking lot of the buses.



Caroline has a 4 year old daughter who likes to play hide n seek, and the little girl really likes me. (Kids love me, I can play with them as their intensity !)



Now Caroline was at the double door leading to the warehouse, I can not get past her, and I cant figure out what she is going. I need to go into the warehouse, go to the washroom. But she's in my way.



Caroline holds the door open, peeking out to the outside door, her back to me as I approach from the office.



I just stand there, patiently waiting for her to get a move on. I stand one meter away from her, waiting, standing here as if I have been standing here for years.



She finally turns around, suddenly there is me, standing so close. She jumped, her face is pure white. I started laughing uncontrollably, finally moving past her to walk to the washroom.



Now each time I see her, I am reminded of the little 'incident' - And she is not to pleased that I somehow scared the shit out of her.

I had less than 4 hours sleep, because I got to bed slightly later than usual, then I cant sleep.



4am rolls around and my mini-bookcase falls over, almost on my bed.



Our driver-trainer at the office is getting alot of grey hair FAST!



She is 40something, unmarried. Formerly married couple, 2 friends of hers, the Ex-husband drunk himself to death after the seperation. She admitted to me, she cried herself to sleep last night. Why on earth did she do that for ??



Most of the conversation I happened to hear because I was in the kitchen/driver's ready room.



Then she walked into the kitchen where I was standing, said all that to me.



As for me, yes, I am worried too that I have not yet found a Soulmate. The last two women that I dated come close, but both have serious mental issues.



I have alot to deal with too, like most people.



But I do not do my own little "Parade of Suffering", "Oh Poor me"



I am emotional, I have needs and desires. Hopes and Dreams. Inner demons and fears.



I still believe in Love.

Wow, my life just took a sharp turn. Seems my little sister is looking out for me.



In 60 days I am going to move halfway across Canada, to Alberta.