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BTW ex-girlfriend: I read the email you sent to my best friend.



Story time:



November 2004 to Feb 2005, she unoffically lived with me, 6.5 days a week, she was seperated from weed, a problem I was not aware of at the time.



She become friendly and playful.



After that, she went back on weed.



What appeared since, is an inhuman bitch. I can respect stubborness, expect it. But with it comes to discussion, arguements and fights, she "knows it all", like she has an IQ of 300 or something.



She acts like a spoiled princess, but she has no money, well 99% of the time, she does not.



She will never ever back down, never ever change her mind about anything. Talks down to me, as if I am an insect.



And then can go from a spoiled princess and "know-it-all", to an elusive butterfly, always running away.



The thing would is, she holds on to her past. She eludes it, ignores it. Prefers to be as High as a kite, all the problems faded away.



Until the weed wears off.



She has no responsibility, no future, no passion, and a daughter who is growing up with her grandpa. The poor girl, 8 to 9 years old I think, she already has issues!!



That same grandpa who crushed his 2 daughters' development.

I find it fascinating when songs on the radio, emote my feelings. In this case:



"Don't be just a face in the crowd. Getting high and running from something."



and also ...



"Breathe it in and breathe it out

and pass it on, it's almost out.

We're so creative, so much more.

We're high above, but on the floor

It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive

If you don't have it you're on the other side



The deeper you stick it in your vein

The deeper the thoughts, there's no more pain

I'm in heaven, I'm a God

I'm everywhere, I feel so hot.

It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive

If you don't have it you're on the other side

I'm not an addict maybe that's a lie



It's over now! I'm cold, alone!!

I'm just a person on my own

Nothing means a thing to me

Oh, Nothing means a thing to me



It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive

If you don't have it, you're on the other side

I'm not an addict

maybe that's a lie !



Free me, leave me

Watch me as I'm going down !



See the edge ?

I am going over it



Free me, see me !

Look at me ! I'm falling and I'm falling .....



It is not a habit, it is cool!

I feel alive I feel...

It is not a habit,

it is cool I feel alive"



and finally ....



These excuses!

how they've served me so well !

They've kept me safe … they've kept me stuck

They've kept me locked in my own cell

These excuses how they're so familiar

They've kept me blocked …

they've kept me small

They've kept me safe inside my shell

Komm, susser Tod (Come, Sweet Death)



I know, I know I’ve let you down

I’ve been a fool to myself

I thought that I could live for no one else

But now through all the hurt & pain

It’s time for me to respect

the ones you love more than anything

So with sadness in my heart



(I) feel the best thing I could do

is end it all and leave forever

what’s done is done it feels so bad

what once was happy now is sad

I’ll never love again

my world is ending



I wish that I could turn back time

‘cos now the guilt is all mine

can’t live without

the trust from those you love

I know we can’t forget the past

you can’t forget love & pride

because of that, its killing in me inside



It all returns to nothing, it all comes

tumbling down, tumbling down

tumbling down

It all returns to nothing, I just keep

letting me down, letting me down,

letting me down

In my heart of hearts

I know that I called never love again

I`ve lost everything

Everything …

everything that matters to me,

matters in this world



I wish that I could turn back time

cos now the guilt is all mine

can`t live without

the trust from those you love

I know we can’t forget the past

you can’t forget live & pride

because of that, it’s killing me inside



It all returns to nothing, it just keeps

tumbling down, tumbling down,

tumbling down

It all returns to nothing, I just keep

letting down, letting me down,

letting me down

It all returns to nothing, it just keeps

tumbling down, tumbling down,

tumbling down

It all returns to nothing, I just keep

letting me down, letting me down,

letting me down

Last weekend, I did what I should have been, many months ago: Broke up with theleapard



I was too patient, waiting for the previous version of her to return. The one who laughs, and is friendly. The one who comes out when she is removed from weed for several weeks and months.



She decided to talk down to me, as if I am an ant begging to be killed. She is a "know-it-all" during converations and arguements. She cannot change her mind nor her opionion, EVER!

You're an ideal match for being an adult film star!



Right, lights, camera, action! We get the impression that you're a confident person who likes to make the most of the assets in your life. This makes you an obvious match for some home film making. We're not suggesting that you need a cast of thousands, the obligatory mustache, or creative topiary for the nether regions. But we do think you'd see yourself in an entirely new light.



Obviously this can be a daunting prospect. After all, there are some angles that nature just did not intend us to see, but there's no need to see it as a potential Blair Witch Project. If sex with your partner is fun, then it might be almost as much fun to watch yourselves afterwards.



It may even tempt you into having seconds. Just be wary of your partner selling the footage to Internet sites – you could end up with a career in reality TV shows!



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DrowVampire is 74% Pure (26% Naughty)!

I checked off 26 naughty things out of 100!





Your results:
You are Catwoman

Catwoman 85% Spider-Man 85% The Flash 70% Green Lantern 65% Superman 60% Hulk 60% Robin 55% Batman 45% Supergirl 40% Iron Man 35% Wonder Woman 30%

You have had a tough childhood, you know how to be a thief and exploit others but you stand up for society's cast-offs.

.... change begets change



.... you don’t change by beating yourself up



.... i am, my own worst enemy



.... a happy married couple praises the other to a friend



.... marriage is honesty, openness, and understanding. to be sensitive to each other's whims, weaknesses, idiosyncrasies and eccentrics



.... sometimes fear is not what is seems; it could be excitement



.... relaxation is the opposite of anxiety



.... i must never answer my own questions



.... never use the word “but … “



.... avoid using the word “should …” these you usually your believes, not those of others



.... learn to respect and accept change



.... in marriage treat all major "disasters" as incidents, and treat minor incidents as trivial. these are more or less daily events.

It's Great to be a South African



This is a great country because:

1. You can eat half dried meat and not be considered

disgusting.



2. Nothing is your fault, you can blame it all on

apartheid.



You can experience shitty service in eleven official

languages.



5. Where else can you get oranges with 45% alcohol

content at rugby matches?



6. It's the only country in the world where striking

workers show how angry they are by dancing.



7. You're considered clumsy if you cannot: use a cell

phone (without car kit), change CDs,

drink a beer, put on make-up, read the newspaper and

smoke,

all at the same time while driving a car at 160 kph in

a 60 kph zone.



8. Great accent. (!!!)



9. If you live in Johannesburg, you get to brag about

living in the

most dangerous city in the world.



10. Burglar bars become a feature, and a great selling

point for your house.



11. You can decorate your garden walls with barbed

wire.



12. The tow-trucks are the first on the scene for

most major crimes, without being called.

The police you have to call about three times.



13. Votes have to be recounted until the right party

wins.



14. Illegal immigrants leave the country because the

crime rate is too high.



15. The police ask you if they must follow up on the

burglary you've just reported.



16. A murderer gets a 6 month sentence and a pirate TV

viewer 2 years.



17. The prisoners strike and get to vote in elections!





18. The police stations have panic buttons to call

armed response when they are burgled



19. Police cars are fitted with immobilisers and

gearlocks!