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2/14/2020 12:36am

well im sitting here today playing minecraft and trying to get shit off my mind..things have been rough the past few days and my depression has been kicking my ass for awhile now.
i try to keep it hiden the best i can but sometimes it's hard to hide there are times i just want to end it so the pain of it would end or sometimes i just want to self harm just to relive the damn pain of the depression.
all i want is to be left alone it's what i enjoy the most is being by myself with no one to bother me
it might bother some people but not me i like it alot its kinda relaxing to me.
few days ago was my grnadma's birthday which was a hard day for me cause i miss her that much which is one of the reason im depressed.
do you really think being depressed is a easy thing to go through in life? well it's not and what makes it alot harder for me is my other mental promblems i have i wish it would all go away and allow me to live a normal damn life but no im not allowed or even able to.
i feel lost and confused right now
cause when i loged onto VR to level my account up before i go to bed i ened up getting a damn comment out of the damn blue which made my depression go all out of control.
right now my mind is spinning i have alot of shit on my mind and it just wont stop
i need to be alone!

signing out
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