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Ok two hours into my shift I feel better less anxious. I had some lemonade sticks and electrolytes the safety, coordinator gave me. And I almost feel normal. I have to remember to calm,the hell down. And remember my cognitive therapy. Like I showed my mother. You wax on the negative and you wax it off. Ying and yang. It's how I leaned to disrupt that negative loop. Of anxiety I get stuck in.
Breathe, calm hun. Look for something to visualize.
I hate Aniexty
22:42 Oct 07 2026 Times Read: 120
I hate when I feel anxious for no real reason, other than my mind not being able to stop.
I have to tell myself be patient," it will all work out." And use my disruption techniques.
Gotta remember to go do something else and don't focus on negative.
Like the Crystal skull told me, Believe in yourself.
Learning a new guitar solo. This one is almost right up my alley. If I can understand what the mode is, I got the rythm part down. So I will go per measure like I did with the Wicked game song I performed recently, I found I was missing three notes in the intro and some harmonics are before the other ones. I was playing incorrectly. So I'll see how much I can get down on my headphones. Since I don't think my neighbors want to hear 80s style guitar solos after midnight.
Surgery was successful. I fixed my fucked up fingernail. I smashed it between a metal piece of equipment, and a belt Motor. After a few weeks the nail fell apart. On top part, under the dried up blood that was stuck underneath my fingernail, it left like a shell, of a fingernail ,on the end, So I clipped it in half and took the pressure off. That was annoying me, like hell. Damn that was painful, I put peroxide on it. As suggested by the ACM, On The post op, and it doesn't look infected. So that's good.
My algorithm has been acting strange.
Over here. I have Stevie Nicks daughter promoting her dark synthwave, music. And then we got Freemasons trying to get me to join their ranks and, then a White Witch sharing her Memes that are absolute fire. Oh And we can't forget about the Tacos even though it's Thursday. 🤣
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VelvetFlame
06:22 Oct 08 2026
Breathe, calm hun. Look for something to visualize.