hello if you reading this then your probably stalking me or your as bored as me i cant sleep V.R is great i can chat with total strangers i need a webcam nd a keyboard i use my PS3 nd i think it recognizes me a using i seen the site on a pc and it looks very different i need a keyboard so i can respond faster in chats my pop up keyboard on my browser sucks ass i probably would annoy any1 trying to chat with me but this just as good as face book because only a few if maybe any know my real name well thats about it for today i hope this was as entertaining for you as it was me oh yeah
joined a mentorship today i now am a pupil of (immortal blood) check it out
if i died nd went to hell it would take me a week to realize i wasnt at work .in hell though adolf hitler would probably be my supervisor
so i would be fine with that because my nick name for her is already adolf. lol but they say we have our own hell or own heaven witch we are dammed to for all of eternity based on if one was good or evil in his life or so ive heard.. unbourn living dead born to die .
-in space the stars are not near they glitter like a morgue-
my car has no A.C its horrible ever time i stop at red light its sitting like im sitting in hell till i get going but at least i have a car.i guess?
i love the 24 for hour walmart good to know i buy tube socks and a fishing pole at 2:30AM lol
well i dont know why but Drayton is a cool sounding vampire name it is my nickname for myself when i am very drunk or completely out of my on mind when im not myself and or very emotional it is a person i used to be when i was using hard drugs speedballs meth coke or massive amounts of hard liqueur combine with dope it reminds of what i dont want to ever to be again i changed alot in the last 10 years of my life ive died before
and i know what it feels like to die i slit my wrist and bleed out and found myself dead in a pool of my own blood i can still smell it
to this day nobody was there for me when died the only reason im still here i because i tied a black bandana arnd my wrist before i went into shock nobody should ever have to see that much blood especially there own that is why i call myself Drayton, Karma gave me that name she is good to me now but Karma can be a real bitch if you piss her off. so there you have it. ~Drayton~
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mAny of us have a dark past, I was an alcoholic and did binge drink friday and saturday nights...hell I don't even remember part of my life between age 21-25 because of it, only know of an abusive marriage I was in and the weekend outings to the bars. I too have a name that I gave myself, and many others as I was diagnosed boarderline scizopherenic in my early days of the military as I gave all my personlities a name, Damia was my party and flirty side. I know how you feel being not yourself. Hell with all the crap I was involved with in my 1st marriage, I am suprised that I was not possessed by a demon at some point. Yes Karma has a way of showing you the truth, and I am happy to have changed my life. I hope yours is doign the same.
your right Karma has a way of showing you the truth.
thank you for your comment .
Many people have dark pasts and skeletons in their closets that choose not to deal with them. You are alive because it was not your time to go and left that life behind you. Sometimes Karma has a way of bringing us back to reality and our senses and reminds us that she is still in control. I am happy that your life has taken a turn for the better and don't ever look back, as it quoted in the beginning of my profile a Robert Frost poem, "And I choose to take the path less traveled on"
soo bored nobody answers my phone calls or returns my text
i would be depressed but solitude is my friend i enjoy the sounds of silence when everything else is just dust and noise
i believe birds are reincarnated old me with tourretes syndrome they wake up every morning when the sun comes up chirping loudy there screaming the bloody truth for all of us hear unfortunately we cant speak bird
just found something cool to do i learned about this site last week i still trying to fiqure out how this all works ,i think its a pretty cool webstite somthing to do when insomnia attack. lol
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