With the end of 2024 happening in less than 24 hours I guess it time for a reflection piece. This past year came with a lot of tears, heartache, and new friendships that i never saw coming....I will try to go in order but my memory isnt the best anymore....
Lets start this off with the most shocking event of my year.....the friendship with immortalxkiss. I know some of you came back and wondered if Hell imploded for this to take place. One long conversation led to me serving in her house as her lead AHM for the past almost year...matter a fact it will be a year next month. You have made me laugh...you have kicked my ass when I didnt know I needed it...and you have been a shoulder to cry on while processing a lot of new emotions that you understand. The worst of enemies can become friends we are a spitting image of that. Honestly heres to 2025 Nicole lets see what hell we get into this year...who knows you could be helping me plan for my own bells in the future the way things are going. *Laughs*
Now the next people would be Nikol and Nikki aka LadyBloodmoon....you both have your ways of drifting out of my life and right back in like you never left. Nikol you are like the sister I wish I had we talk about everything from smut to our love of ferrets. I am glad youre in my life again...LadyBloodmoon you drive me absolutely batty. We fight like hell but as long as we keep the nonsense away we are fine....your man still weirds me out (in a good way) sorry couldnt help it lol.
No Abstine I didnt forget you god no how could I ever forget to mention you. Hours we spend on the phone just bullshitting....the laughs to the taco wars...thank you for being there....
Oh Theo I didnt forget you either....you were there through a lot with me this year. You collected every tear I cried for my fallen furkids this year and made sure they came back to me. I would be lost without you my life. Honestly when shit hits the fan you are the first person I reach out too because you just have this ability to make things better...sorry ScaledOwl no offense lol
Speaking of you ScaledOwl now its your turn. Where to begin this year was a huge step for us. From collars to meeting in person. I absolutely love Ren Faires once my nerves settle....I see us doing this yearly if we can manage it. Yes to the others I met from this site I was nervous but not like when it came to you....for fuck sake Nicole had to talk me down from several panic attacks because I was terrified things would crumble apart....yes Nicole you were right lol. Who knew that everything would change for us so quickly....I still love my obsidian collar....it was a nice feeling to have you actually place it on me.
I have no idea what 2025 will bring but you fuckers better be in my life...I am not against duct tape and rope!
With less than a month left of 2024 I think its time I really reflect on and make some changes.
1. I am going to work on my self confidence and shed some weight so I dont feel like an alien in my skin.
2. I am going to enjoy my time with loved ones and friends more
3. I am going to start putting myself and what I do with my time first for a change vs pleasing everyone else
I plan on adding more to this later but this is a start
COMMENTS
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AbsintheandBlood
05:40 Dec 31 2024
Heck yeah you got my attention with the duct tape and rope. How bout some whips and chains?
KuraiNeko
05:41 Dec 31 2024
I'm glad I came back when I did. Also, I wish we had been able to talk about books sooner, cause omg...You have turned into the biggest bookworm ever! What have I done? I've created a monster when it comes to the smut books. Lmao! Anyways, I'm going to try and remain in your life more.
Dracophilia
05:42 Dec 31 2024
Nikol there is nothing wrong with a smut addiction....and Abstine I think we can get the whips and chains out too since you asked