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Twenty-four years old, in the prime of my life

The worst time of my life, my youth rusting with strife

I hit it off with a bitch I could have seen as my wife

But twelve fucking months later and I'm pulling a knife



Out of the left of my chest, where my heart used to be

Where now's a big black hole of hate and misogyny

And I take the pain straight no chaser, straight like a razor

When the fuck has alcohol solved anything at all?



And I refuse to emulate everybody that I hate

And I refuse to replicate their every fucking mistake

And all these bitches make me sick just craving liquor and dick

And all these parents I should throttle for knocking back the bottle, 'cause



"Monkey see, monkey do", guess who your kids are looking to?

Ain't at TV before it's you, don't push the blame, you know it' true.



(You know it's true.)



So I just say fuck it, let relations kick the bucket

Fuck the rats and what they're running, with everybody gunning for...

What, exactly? There's nothing here that I see

Worth sacrificing time for, my sweat and fucking life for



But I gotta make money for myself and for my dreams

'Cause I can't ever change the world if I can't change my world for me, so

I got the same disease, fiending for some leaves off of those federal reserve trees



So I bite the bullet and put in some applications

At some places round town and try to swallow all I'm hating

Ask my moms for some money so I can buy a pair of shoes

So I can go in looking good for these job interviews, and



I go in looking fly,

shake hands, have a seat

And I smile at the guy, but



All I get are weird glares

cuz we're still judging people based on how they wear their hair.



(And the sign said...)

(And the sign said...)