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blessed be and that your soul may rest in peace.



I do not Believe in any gods or heaven,

but am sure there is something incredible

just outside of this world made for souls.

I am one who believes that if we are the only

world of living people who lives in this universe

it can be called only a waste.

so there must be a world within our world

that is made for a special soul like yours

and anyone who done a great work

into this world.



You have suffered and endured all the pain

you have fought hard against many obstacles

watched over your siblings and if not

there must been a real reason.

But it was your call.

Your time and turn to close that book

Called life in this world and ready to

Move into another world full of mystery

where there is no pain and no wars.

No more fights to keep your family safe

no more fights to keep yourself strong.

Its time to rest.



Rest in peace

Mike Perry



From MorbidParadise/EasternStar

In the shadows I lurk

in the night I come out.

I have a hideous look

that scares humans

But animals and beasts

adores me.



I have a heart of a human,

The look of a beast

Rotten soul yet withered heart.

I died long time ago

when I was born.



Sticks and stones

humans threw at me.

Nasty and disgusted glances

was shot at me,

Curses, insults and provocations

flew at me and hurt me deeply.



I cried with blue velvet tears,

I prayed for my sins though

I never knew what have I done wrong

but what people keep telling me

is my existence itself is the worsts

shame and sin ever and if I die

I will be forgiven.



I tried to kill myself in many ways

but there was always something

sinister to stop it.

when I was hit by a large stone on my back from the cliff to the river i fell down

swimming i didn't know

loosing my senses I was

bleeding i was

and drowned I was.



someone saved me

thought me what love and hate is

accepted me for who i am

and never once abandoned me

angel that person was

pure hearted and kind he was

yet for loving me and protecting me

his life he lost.



from then I knew that

whoever loves me

punished he or she will be

for someone like me that are many

yet hidden in this cold world

can never be loved

are not allowed to love

if we love, that love will never be returned

if we are loved, their lives they loose

and with guilt we live as our penitence



For I am one of those called shadow daemon

this is who I am.