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So damned strange all of the sudden…

*head desk* Well this should be interesting. Fuck my life….

I have always wondered if it’s normal that I get so over stimulated by everything and everyone. By everything I mean just having to wear cloths is a source of constant annoyance. People are so draining and it seems the older I get the less social battery I have to pretend to put up a front that I actually enjoy interacting with people. Don’t get me wrong on my terms I don’t mind. I favor certain people but no one understands me.
Not to mention I’m craving butter flavored jelly bellies. This is what I mean random awkward shit that I do.

Sometimes it’s hard to find the words to say that fully describe what it is I’m feeling but it’s giving my sperm donors family through and through. Thanks for reminding me why I went no contact. It seems I was always the butt of their jokes. Not only was it behind my back but they had no problem saying the meanest shit to my face while acting like I was completely invisible.

Sometimes I just want to get in the car and drive and see where I end up.
Leave everything and everyone behind.
I know running from your problems won’t help. I can’t really say there is a problem per se my life just lacks something I can’t put my finger on at this point.

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Earthgrinder
00:49 Sep 11 2024

Find your burning purpose, that's what I did.

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Disenchantment
03:10 Sep 11 2024

What is yours?

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