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Gone For Now... Part 3
04:05 Jun 27 2006
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On Sunday morning we were supposed to meet my Mom and Tyler for breakfast but first call them when we woke up. We actually woke up about eight o' clock but didn't get around to calling my Mom. She had to call us. Then we were actually about 30 minutes late meeting them (reason was is that he gave me my first meaningful bite). My Mom actually said nothing about the redness of my neck where he had "nibbled" a little.
After breakfast, we decided he would meet my Uncle Junior and Aunt Crystal. Well my uncle was too tired to harass him, which was great but my Uncle Steve showed up. Damn messed up family! My uncle started flirting with him and shit. Well I am happy that I warned Tommy about my family before he met that uncle in particular. So he still survived haha. We told my aunt where we were going after there (Egypt Valley) and she was nice enough to give us some yummy drinks to take with us.
We went back to the hotel room for him to change and then went off to Egypt Valley (everyone is surprised I took him out there because they don't see the beauty, only the dangers). We went to Salem Cemetery first, where Lousia Fox is buried and where there are gorgeous cliffs behind the cemetery. We walked around the inside of the cemetery first and then walked across the dirt road to try to figure out where the old church once stood. Haha I showed him the cliffs with the confidence that he would not push me over. Then he got me following him into the woods on the old paths that tangle through the whole place. When we decided to leave that cemetery, we decided to go to Circle (Old Egypt) Cemetery.
All I told him about the cemetery was that it is totally different from Salem Cemetery. He agreed with me completely after we walked around some on the grounds. We tried to figure out where the legendary three witches are supposed to be buried there and guessed as many others before us probably have, well those who know the legends.
***Hopefully there will only be one more entry after this one but that depends on if I get my homework done and have the time to type more.***
Gone For Now.... Part 2
06:07 Jun 25 2006
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So yeah I don't think either of us really cared about the room situation. Friends of mine were so worried about how we would hit it off when we first met but I am so happy to say we love each other even more in real life then online. I don't think I can be any more grateful for VR as I am right now. If it was not for Cancer creating this site then I would have never met Tommy at all.
He came in on Saturday morning and stayed until Tuesday. He could only get the three days of leave for here but neither of us cared as long as we had some time together.
One of the first things Tommy and I did together was going to the graveyard to see my Dad and my Grandfather. Weird thing was we did not even speak many words, just laid in the sun together and closed our eyes, thinking. I took him to show him a grave I had wandered onto a few weeks before. It was of a little boy (Preston) who died only 11 days after his Mom gave birth to him. I asked him "What would you do if he was our's?" We still have no answer for that question, expect that we will handle it if that time comes.
We went to check into our hotel room before going to get Tyler and meeting my Mom at my Aunt Sue's. We spent a couple of hours in the hotel room. God and my friends wonder what we did during that time. Well we had our first kiss. Everything else, well if you know me then you can probably guess.
We spent most of the first day at the lake with my Mom, my Grandmama, and my nephew (Tyler Brat). I was worried more about how Tyler was going to accept him then anyone else but by the end of the day Tyler acted like he knew Tommy since he was born.
He made me face my fear of water and taught me how to swim. I only went under one time when we were going to the furthest bouy (sp?). And when I did go under, he went under with me and lifted me up. He stayed underwater until I could walk on the bottom again. My Mom saw it from the shore and I guess it made her trust him with me. Especially since later on when he was playing with Tyler and my Mom and I were floating together, she asked me if I was taking Tommy to Egypt Valley for the night. It shocked me since we had talked it out and agreed I wasn't allowed taking him there until his last night here. But we didn't go on Friday night. Instead we went back to the hotel room and laid in each other's arms so happy for the time we had while together.
*I am now falling asleep so I shall add more later today after I get my homework done.*
Gone for Now...
16:03 Jun 21 2006
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As everyone who knows me or has read my journal knows, my boyfriend was coming here for only three days.
Well Tommy left yesterday and made it home safely. We had an awesome time together. The only problem was with the hotel rooms. We were originally getting two hotel rooms but ended up with only one with two beds. It was a good thing we did not get another room because we didn't even use the other bed.
What a waste of another bed? Next time there will only be one!
**In class and will write more either tonight or later this week.**
Happy Happy... Oh So Happy!!!
08:23 Jun 15 2006
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Okay so for once I am writing about something good, great actually! In only two more days, one actually not counting today, I get to go to the airport and pick up my boyfriend! Yippee!! I am so happy that I get to be with him on his leave, even though we can only be together for a very short time. Hey it is better then nothing and I am so grateful for the amount of time we do have together.
I am no longer that scared of getting close to him, especially since it is mostly my own personal fears fuelly that fear. I will write more later on after I get some sleep. Or at least I think I am going to bed for a little bit.
"Child Abuse"05:16 Jun 02 2006
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~*~*~This was posted in a friend's journal and I read it. This was originally a thread in the forum called "Child Abuse." I have seen it in my friend's lives while growing up and I went through other forms of abuse too, so it made me cry and remember some of the pain. I remember just wishing I could have someone to talk to and began talking to myself when I was very young. I learned to depend on myself to get through everything but it would have meant so much to have a friend, a companion to talk to or even help me. Just remember no one is ever alone in the world.~*~*~
"She was only five
This is what happened
When she was alive...
Her dad was a drunk
Her mom was an addict
Her parents kept her
Locked in an attic
Her only friend
was a little toy bear
It was old and worn out
And had patches of hair
She always talked to it
When no one's around
She lays there and hugs it
Not a peep of sound
Until her parents
unlock the door
Some more and more pain
She'll have to endore
A bruise on her leg
A scar on her face
Why would she be
In such a horrible place?
But she grabs her bear
And softly crys
She loves her parents
But they want her to die
She sits in the corner
Quiet but thinking,
"Please God, why is
My life always sinking? "
Such a bad life
For a sad little kid
She'd get beaten and beaten
For anything she did
Then one night
Her mom came home high
And the poor child was beaten
As hours went by
Then her mom suddenly
Grabbed for a blade
It was sharp and pointy
One that she made
She thrusted the blade
Right in her chest,
"You deserve to die
You worthless pest!"
The mom walked out
Leaving the girl slowly dieing
She grabbed her bear
And again started crying
Police showed up
At the small little house
Then quickly barged in
Everything quiet as a mouse
One officer slowly
Opened a door
To find the little girl
Lieing on the floor
It must have been bad
To go through so much harm
But at least she died
With her best friend in her arms
A child dies every day from child abuse. And if you have an ounce of pity in you for little Auroura and you hate child abuse with a passion you will repost this in your journal and help out those abused children and let them know that someone cared for them. It doesn't take that long only about 10 seconds so please just do it."
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