Why didn't I think of this earlier in the week?! I'm trying to test out of three classes, two Math and one English. I've decided to brush up on my Math skills first. Well, I have my kiddo making up problems for me on order of operations so I can practice.
... And she is utterly loving it!
The classes are live now. I've already made my discussion board post and started the videos and questions. I've got this so far. I work today so this may be a bit of a struggle to get into routine. I have to manage my schedule with everything going on. I have it all written out and Aurora goes to respite this evening where she'll be gone for four hours. That'll help me a bunch if I sit down and do the classwork.
I've got to call my doctor though. They're looking into me possibly having a blood disorder and I'm going to be honest, I'm freaking.
Back to classwork. Hopefully my day plays out well. :)
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Hopefully the blood work comes back good.
You got this! It will be worth it as increase in pay. And as manager, your job will be stressful still, but rewarding.
Keep positive energy out to you on health issues too.
Life is looking up but has been a struggle lately for me. I am starting college through my place of employment and I've honestly not been this excited about anything in years. I'm looking forward to it so damn much. I start this Tuesday and I have my first few weeks planned out with my job, coursework, and appointments. I know it's not always going to be easy but damn, am I looking forward to it so much! But that's where I disappeared to. I was convincing my employers to take a chance on me since they want me for their management team anyways. I don't want to be management yet because I'm not confident enough to pull off my decisions. But so far I've gotten three assignments done before the start of the class. I will just have to tweak them a little to be able to post and submit them.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I can't believe I'm doing this! Aurora is definitely rooting for me. She made me cry earlier tonight. She brought in her magic mixling crystal ball and made me do it to get the surprise to come up. I didn't know what to expect as she puts all kinds of things in there for me. She said she knew I was struggling and she wanted to give me something....
It was Cheshire's ashes. My fat boy kitty and the ceramic kitty that looks like him. Wow, do I miss that cat! So of course, I started bawling and asked her if she was sure because Cheshire's ashes always stay in her room so she can talk to him. She said she knows I need him more right now in my time of doubt and need. Even though this child struggles, I swear, she surprises me every week at how much she's grown and how she's starting to read into social cues. I love her more than anything.
If I accelerate after getting so many credit hours in, I will end up graduating the same year as her. How cool would that be?! Like she's really excited about the idea of that one. She said she might want to have a party after all just so I will celebrate my accomplishment. What did I ever do to deserve her to be my kiddo?
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Ahhh....she is such a light in life.
You got this. Work folks must believe in you, so believe in yourself.
Blessings.
I'm blessed that my general manager and supervisor both believe in me. They want me to become a manager now instead of waiting but they've been wanting that for years. So often, they leave me in charge up front and trust me to know if and when I need to come get one of them. It's crazy at times. Brett keeps telling me if I'm going to do the work, I might as well get paid for it. And he's right. I just want to gain that confidence in myself and my decisions before I step into that position. One thing my coworkers can say about me is I actually care about the job and I'm annoyingly positive most days. :)
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Vampirewitch39
18:15 Feb 12 2024
lol. Cute!
LadySilva
23:06 May 18 2024
aww that is awsome!