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A Letter to Meth
00:58 Jul 16 2008
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You were a mystery to me.
Alegend amongst my friends.
you were a secret, to which
I had to know the answer.
You were elusive for a while
but you were just baiting me
waiting for the right moment to strike
and then you hit
andc you hit me hard
You became my best friend
You enhanced my personality
you gave me energy
you made me feel like I was a god.
I felt like a god even as I was kicked out of my home
even as I lived in a truck
even as I lost my jobs
lost my friends
lost my daughter
You used me
you stole from me
you turned me into someone I hate
you, my best friend
tried to kill me
Once, I loved you
now, I hate you
I almost died for you
now, I want to kill you
you blinded me to the things I want most in life
Love, Joy, Purpose
Now that your gone
I have a purpose
I have love now
I know what it is to feel Joy again
These are the things that I choose to let
occupy my life
I now have all the things you could not give me
you now have no place here
My life no longer requires your presence
You are no longer worthy of my attention.
~ D. Messiah ~
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COMMENTS
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EternalXRage
07:39 Aug 01 2008
I like this one.
Bee
00:12 Aug 10 2008
I real like this one
SeducesU
09:30 Feb 04 2009
I really enjoyed this poem...I have something similar that I wrote in my journal...