Hello old friend!
Once again I can depend
A man that makes me smile
He makes you laugh and brings mirth, goes the extra mile
He stirs the soul
As does the sea's waves that roll
He is something of a miracle to bring joy
Does not matter if you are a girl or a boy
He is a free thinker and creative too
Biggest flirt ever, so true
He makes you feel alive once again
Something as refreshing as rain
:)
I was endangered and I am a rape victim
Feeling dirty and though the cops never found him
He violated me
He terrified me
Taking a shower for hours
Did not over come the fear and power
It was hard to say years ago but now I can say it without feeling like I was the one who sinned
When it was not me that did, and being Gnostic you still need to forgive, and believe in God in him
To take the pain away and the evil that was not mine
Jesus died violently as did St Valentine
For the belief in God and healing to one's soul.
God's love can be like the waves of the sea that roll
Believe what you will
Whatever God or Goddess helps you fill
The need to achieve something deep and pure
Something most loving that is for sure
When the pain felt like it never went away
When it looked like everyday was just gray
It was in the same people of God or Goddess that came for the same purpose, to heal
To know something more then darkness, and pain rather love and to feel
Something more happened that day
When I went to heal I must say
Letting it out
Watching some cry and some shout
But going on and moving on from the pain
That what came out of it, and it was not in vain
Man and woman both have been there
So I don't say this just to be here
I say this for all people you don't have to remain that way
You can make your life as happy as you want it to be and I just wanted to say
I was raped but it is not that I am a victim, I became a victor
You can be the same
For nothing is impossible and nothing is in vain
I am a witch
I am a vampire
I am a were wolf
I am a were cat
I am tight
I am kind
All names I have heard before
But I would trade all of them for someone to really know who I am
I am vampyre
I am beautiful
I am a reiki master
I am a child of God
I am unique
I am creative
All names I have heard before
But I would trade all of them for someone to really know who I am
Believe me I am not in a name
I am me
The way I was made and created this way
Believe me I am not a name that you give me
I see your reality and motives in your head
Back off! For you don't know who I am and I feel nothing but dead
You look at me like a person who belongs
Back off! I will take you on for I am head strong
You think god can save me
You think you can have me
back off! For I will take you on, for I know you are wrong
I know the bible and this is not where you belong
You say Jesus saves those who believe in him
Isn't that an idol or a sin?
Back off! I don't need your opinions,show me proof
Rather than answering the questions and being aloof
aren't you supposed to love everyone or have you forgotten that thing?
Isnt that the one rule that is your truth and ring?
Back off! I will take you on, for I know god and I am a child of god
Just not of your god
I am head strongour world I do not belong
Is it an animalistic air?
Is it a soul chemical?
Is it that you like my energy?
I walk around in the night as those do
I am not vampire that is true
I walk with confidence and a cat like grace
Wearing leather or lace
Doesn't matter who they are as I walk on by the man's woman holds onto him tight.
That or she tries to have a fight.
Funny thing is I am not looking for something
Is it an animalistic air?
Is it a soul chemical?
Is it that you like my energy?
I walk around in the night as those do
I am not vampire that is true
I am a soul that does not need a person, I love walking alone in the rain
I love life and you don't need to feel me to see I walk with pain
Is it an animalistic air?
Is it a soul chemical?
Is it that you like my energy?
I walk around in the night as those do
I am not vampire that is true
So much to learn
Looking into another's eyes and turn
Is it an animalistic air?
Is it a soul chemical?
Is it that you like my energy?
I walk around in the night as those do
I am not vampire that is true
What is in the air?
I can hear your fears and doubts
The mundane world walking through it seems to be something of a soul tie.
I look into their eyes and see it all
I see how they think if you want to step up you have to get knocked down.
Stop and think twice
Cubical hell
Managers thinking they can knock me down in fear of loosing the job.
You will be the one knocked down
You see I see your soul and see why you try to cross the line
You must be out of your mind!
Can I be flown to the moon?
I can here your tune
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