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As Kitra I am to walk the path of one who does not judge. I am to walk the path of one who listens openly and justly to both sides.

What then when my Father is in such pain? What then when my Father is TORN APART AND TREATED LIKE SHIT TO THE TWO HE TREATED LIKE GOLD? I remain calm and true in his presence and yet I want to go AGAINST my entire Kitra beliefs and become MRADU long enough to destroy the complete essence of that thing I, too, once loved, and, God, and whoever else help me, but I STILL love her. Because my Father loves her--I love her.

There is a fine line between love and hate and destruction. It is me who must stop my sisters from utter calamity against her--who will stop me??? I feel the worse it gets for my Father, the closer I get to doing what I must do.

Today has been quite illuminating both for me and my loved ones. I learned the truth about a "new friend" who it seems may not be what he makes himself out to be. Time will tell. So far, I have called him out in one lie and he is angry at me for calling him out. I am Vampyr. I am Witch. I am not a kindly Wiccan (I have much respect for Wiccans and many Wiccan friends, but they are much kinder than I). I walk the line between. I will give you respect and love and loyalty if you do the same. However, I do not tolerate a liar or a "playa".

Two of my dear friends had good things happen to them amidst bad times. I am grateful to feel the signs of smiling and happiness return to my beloved Father, Ryu, if only for a bit. And I give thanks to the one who brought the smile to his heart! I owe you a great debt for that!

My dearest lifelong friend and sister, Iris, has had good news as well and I am so very happy for her. She and I have been friends and soulmates for 50 years and before that through many other lives.

Today is a good day.

DharkeInfinity~

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HocusPocus
00:40 Oct 26 2017

nice

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