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Fading dark and broken, I can't understand , I have not sleept today. I'm surrounded bye your lies. I lay here with all these promises never kept. I can't accept the mening of your words, so I sit here in silence. I can feel the presence when the demon came, I wish know for all my life I never met you. Life is dead, and I still lay here chocked in my past. Feeling the steel want to wrap itself around my burrning hand. So cold and fragile. A tear hits the floor and shatters my concentration

Holding on to close. Having something that says a relation. I've never taken a part of such actions against my on thoughts. Holding on, I have seen the day ahead of me. For ever it seems I knew this would come. A dream in a woken up state of mind. Breathing in smoke and hearing colors. My mind can't fall to much deeper. I am oblivious to my self destruction, this slow suicide. I wish to leave this place. I gaze around for someone to see my tears.