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Its easy to tell me to just smile..

And sure I can make a smile for awhile..

But its purely for show its just to keep u quiet..

Its always easier to fake my sadness in silence..

Cant give you an explanation..

Eternally im a master of Trepidation..

When i look in the mirror i see a rotted face..

Decaying my beauty not leaving a trace..

Pain is my foundation, hatred my mask..

Starting inside taking my flesh last..

I remain an empty husk forever at odds..

Hating myself and cursing the gods..

I know how I am supposed to feel..

But what I am supposed to feel isnt real..

Its an assumption of whats expected..

Reality is my heads confused and my hearts hectic..

Im lost in a world with no map..

And every road i take has a trap..

Quick sand and rattlesnakes and pits with spikes..

Yes happy people THIS is what depression is like............