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Yes you read correct. It's been this long already and yet...



HOW DARE YOU!



Twist the knife in deeper why don't you?

Am I being selfish? Yes! But how can I not take the snub so personal?

I'm only human......

Why is it the heart chooses who it does?



It's our own organ yet we have no control over it whatsoever! It delights in it's illogical feasts of fancy and jumps from table to table at it's own whim. There is no rhyme or reason to it's dedication. Requires no loyalty or reciprocation n yet revels in angst in it's solidarity.



Love is so sweet and sour.



It has forsaken me.



I have been pulled into the boxing ring and do not own the punching gloves to defend myself.

Temptation is something most people face on a daily basis. Some of these temptations are physical but many of them are brought on by emotions we feel inside, emotions we try to stifle in fear of judgement by our peers. Why is it we sacrifice so much of our internal happiness just to boost our moral value to the outside world.



In this unwholesome repression we lose a lot of our identity. Mainly because we wear a fasade and paint a fake smile in the search of normality. As long as our selfish indulgement doesn't invade anothers happiness what's so wrong about it? Why are there such moral regulations in this day n age? Religion is what stipulates the wrong n rights so for those of us who rule ourself are we not trusted in our choices?



A dear friend of mine agreed in my choice of words in describing my attitude toward life as bored. This is the main result of all these senseless stipulations in life. We have lost our sweet spontaneity in this melting pot of a world. There's so much left undiscovered.



GO FOR IT!

Well since august my darling jezebel has been having diarrhea. 

Its now been multiple visits and 2 months later and still no answer as to why. All her tests keep coming back negative. She has been on chicken and rice and is fine but as soon as we switch her back to kibble she gets sick again. We hope it's just the kibble but we've tried a couple n nada. Trying a new one this week, cross your fingers.