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At times they can be a burden or they can save you. For the most part many of you feel everything or close to it. For the most part i have no feelings. I barely feel anything at all. I look at having feelings and i can honestly say i am perplexed with them. On the one hand i think i need them but the other half of me is just shaking my head at how sad most people get because of them.
I honestly don't know anymore. Are they a gift or are they a curse. Every day i put on an act for the whole of society. I have to smile and be polite. Do you have any idea how draining it is to pretend to be a normal human being is?
Regardless of all of this, i am just wondering on this because i have no other feeling in me. I am exquisitely empty.
I have a few very good memories that i deemed the best ones i have.
The first would have to be when i was Really young. Catching my first fish without a regular fishing pole. I used a screwdriver, fishing line, a hook, and some bread. It wasn't a big fish but i was surprised it worked.
The second would be when i got to see my dog be brought into this world. He was so tiny and adorable. I miss him greatly.
The third would be when my family went camping at the sound last year. We had a blast.
My greatest memory though has and always will be when i fell in love. She has my heart and what little soul i do have.
When i was young and naive to the world and stayed with my grandparents who took me places and i had great neighbor friends that i grew up with in a nice small town. Those were the best.
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