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This makes no sense to me what so ever i just found it on my phone saved in my outbox!

hey just to let you all know i have a few spells ill be puttin in here soon so when i do id like u all to tell me what u think nad please tell me what u think of my writings skills! xx Deathmask xx

Hi My name is Kerry. I'm a suicidal Teenager Who is a Loner with a strong heartAnd is capable of murder! You might not think it to look at her You may even think she's a wannabe. She is emotianally unstable and has been from a young age if only you could help her! People think they know me the real me, not, the false me But, they don't not even I know the realy me! It's Dangerous and dark in teh corner with teh weapon thast where i am the real me! I'm Deadly to myself adn to other people. It's Better that I die and let the world be pure again aslong as i am here she's in danger of ME!!! Peace will Never come to people who are like me because I am * WORTHLESS, USELESS and UGLY!



* The Best Friend Anyone Could Ever Have!
and Noz wrote

Kerry, You are fucking crazy, But, I love you From Noz x

haha i used to get really low on my self hehe luckily i had and have such excellent friedns to bring me back up! and save me from drowning my friends mean the most to me!

So You don't want to hurt me or, see me cry?



You don't want me to tell you thst I'm broken inside?

That I was always damaged goods?

Oh dear! Have i tainted your pure life?

What shall we do now?

You just can't believe what you've done?

Well I'm sorry not everything can be perfect!

Sorry for letting believe what you thought I was, something pure, untainted something that you could change or just crush if you really wanted to?

Well I'm not any of that I am what I fucking am and if you cant handle it or me then I guess you just arn't as good as everyone believes you are!!

Stop living in this fantasy world that you've got inside your small, narrow minded head!

I'm not a fool!

You will never ever hurt me again!

Noone will ever be able to hurt me ever again i'll never let anyone get close enough to hurt me!

I am merely a tough shell there are no longer any soft feelings to be let out they've turned hard and solid like ice only one person will ever be able to melt them and break away my outside shell!

And right now I don't know who that person is!

Like so I'm Just meant to be alone!

Destined to be unhappy no matter what I do!

I am no longer alive!

kerry xx

Fear is only a weakness!





As I sit here alone, in the gentle pouring rain! Just watching........

Watching the rain washing away all the impurities of life away forever!

Just Losing sight of life!

Wishing that it was just that simple!

gah my head hurts partys suk unless they are good! oh well hahah banana's! lol yeah meow !

much luff kerry! xxxx

hey there tis my home warming party as i have just moved house and i am slightly drunkered hehe i may die now lol probs wotn but oh well!! umm yeah anyways please keep giving me nice king comments i really do like them!! mwah X ,MEANS ALOT TO ME!!! XXXXXXXX LV Kerry!!!

hey just want to say i have moer ppoems adn stuff lol im not very good lol adn they are all pretty shit but thanks for taking an interest!

Today when I saw your Pretty Face I thought, it's such a shame to waste but, Nevermind!

Nothing in life can be perfect - Born to lose live to win!





I Thought my heart would Brake, As my eyes start to tear, Slowly they leak slow Gentle Rivers Down my cheeks,

Gently pooling under my nose!

My eyes start to darken, As the break in my heart starts to grow the hate is so strong, the blood starts to pump faster and thicker, I sit and wait for the Relief to wash over me Listening to the careful drip, drip, drip of dark crimson Flowing from freely from my veins, The blood and mytears start to mix together, Uncontrollable Burst of anger I lunge at you!! How does it feel to have your throut torn apart?

And to have your heart ripped out and stood on?

You Ruined my life Now you Must pay!!

Hurt me again

and you will

be dead

forever

never

will

You be able to love again except the maggots that eat your brains!

Help me!!! Please is what im screaming Day and night Yet Nobody is listening To help me.

The pain is just too much to Bare! The pain that only i can feel and Know!

I wish it could all end but, it wont not yet!!! All They do is sit and laugh then tell me to hurt the people i love and who loves me!

The voices hurt me deep in my heart they make me feel Like i am worthless and dont deserve to live!!

I believe them!!

I know I shouldnt but, I do

Why does My Heart feel empty and shattered?

Why Does My body, mind, heart adn soul all hate me?

Why is no-one honest with me do they think i cant handle it?

Nobody knows me!

Not even my parents!! Sometimes I wonder Then realise They wil never understand meNo-one will, well Not Until I've learnt to understand myself!



My feelings are locked up so tight that not even i can get to them!

Good Evening to all my fellow people! just thought id say am bored!!!

well thanks to all those fab people who have been nibbling on me :D!! i hope i was satisfying enuff! and feel free to bite me anyone !! cheers :D