i am hoping that by admitting that i have a problem in writing that it is a step in the right direction.
as of yesterday i have realized that i am not as able as i used to be at keeping my shit straight in me head.
i was filling out some survey for school that i neglected to hand out; figuring that a bunch of fake results wouldn't really make any difference, it hasn't.
right after pretending to be other people though, i found that i had to pretend to be myself.
i didn't just revert back to who i am, i had to pretend to be me, and i did not feel like me.
as if my soul actually left my body while 20 other souls rotated through me, and when it was over it came back, for as sure as death will come to us in life, i didn't feel like i was in my limbs completely
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