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Over the past several months I have been continually finding that I can't really sleep untill very very late at night, even if I only recieve a few hours of rest. I find that it is taking me longer, and longer to get into sleep as of the late. I could attribute this to being a night owl but there seems to be something more to it. I don't think I am a vampire, but I have been noticing some strange changes. My eyes are becoming more sensitive to light intensity, I have problems sleeping in the evening, one of my canine teeth is starting to become slightly longer and is developing some sort of tip which is sharper than the other.

Addtionaly, within the last week I had an experience of being so cold I felt as though I were dead. I took a long shower (atleast 30 mins) that was quite hot and steamy, and the feeling did not leave. I still feel this in my naval as I type this.

I don't know if I should be happy of these changes or very afraid.

Been really depressed 'bout some stuff for a while, it is finally clearing up though. I am calming down because I think I am finally letting out enough stuff that I usually held all inside and didn't have time to express in any form. Most people probably wouldn't have been able to point it out but I had a really poor attitude here when I first found this enchanting place. I have come to terms with things, a good chunk of which comes to you guys here at the rave, thank you so much.



A big help was looking up into the sky last night, an idea which I was reminded of thanks to a thread here called 'How Long has it been?' or something to that effect.



The reason I even got in the mood in the first place was the relazation of my degenerating relationship with a friend of mine, that I love very much, up in Montana.



I finally shut up and put things in perspective and it really helped out alot. Looking up in that night sky has some outlandish results, in case anyone whom reads this need some help.



It feels good to say this even with no gaurentee of someone reading this.