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As I sit here in the hospital,

Alone, Cold, Blood dripping into my veins.

I took the turn to fast,

90 mph around a 25 mph turn.



The car flipped twice into a ditch,

You flew out, hitting the ground, you lay motionless.

I couldn’t move, pinned in the car,

I just call 911.



They came in their ambulance,

Put me on a stretcher.

Wouldn’t tell me about you,

I sat in wonder.



Now they’ve told me you died,

And I killed you.

Now ho can I live with that?

I know I can’t.



I look around my room,

I see the IV I know what I have to do.

I write a not saying I’m sorry,

Then I pull the IV.



I feel my blood running thin,

I notice my breath swallowing.

I watch the nurse run in with the doctor,

Then I just go away

Making the pain end forever.

I hide in the closet,

I hide from you.

I can’t stand what you’ve done,

Why did you do it to me?



You have your gun,

And I hear you calling for me.

I came over to watch a movie,

Not to star in one.



I should never had said anything,

About your car or your job.

Now I’m hiding, waiting for the cops,

I hope they come before you fine me.



I hear the sirens, then you cursing,

You run from the house, and I’m safe.

I only have to do one thing,

I find my ring and gave it back.



Cuz now you’re in jail,

And I don’t want that life.

I’m better off,

I’m happy.

You push and shove,

You never leave me alone.

Why can’t I just be me?

You said you loved me.



How can you hurt someone you love?

I never did anything to you.

But you seem to think I did,

So Fuck off!



I don’t care, I don’t love you,

My heart has turned to stone.

I’m not of the living,

I’m dead but still walking.

I’m a fallen angel that can’t go back



BECAUSE OF YOU!!!

I feel the pain in my body,

See the bruises on my arm.

And all I can do is cover them up.



Sweaters, hoodies, arm warmers,

Al help but doesn’t make them better.

I cry to know you did this to me.

I live in the circle of pain.



But no one will know it’s you

No one will ever find out.

Because I love you

And will stay with you forever.