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How many people have really thought about suicide?

How many people have acted on it?

How many people flaunt it?

How many people...?



How many people do you know that have thought about it?

How many people do you know have acted on it?

How many people do you know that flaunt about it?

How many people do you know...?



Yes,

I've thought about it.

Yes,

I've acted on it.

No,

I don't flaunt it.



Why do people think that they can just flaunt it out there

and not annoy someone?

Why do people think that just because they've thought or acted on it

automatically makes other people going to do the same?

Why do certain people always have to throw it in your face

when you talk to them?

Why do people....?



10/22/09

Jamila....

Why are you always booty dancing in my futon?!





....





I can't think of anything else to go with this..

I think she might be crazy,

Not a bad crazy,

But crazy none the less...



She writes in her journal

any kind of thought she has

and then reads them aloud to me...



I'm slightly frightened

of what she's not writing

and reading to me....



If these are the thoughts

she's sharing...

what are the thoughts she's not????



I love my friends

no matter how crazy

and Jamila...



You're the craziest.



10/21/09

Cats Sleep Anywhere



Cats sleep anywhere,

any table, any chair,

top of piano, window ledge,

In the middle, on the edge,

Open drawer, empty shoe,

anybody's lap will do.



Fitted in a cardboard box,

In the cupboard; with your frocks,

Anywhere...they don't care.

Cats sleep anywhere.



- by Eleanor Farjeon

I am a kind hearted helpful girl with a dream.

I wonder if other people will be like me in the year 2000.

I hear peace talks all over the world.

I see no guns or weapons going off.

I want other people to be kind hearted too.

I am a kind hearted helpful girl with a dream.



I pretend that there is freedom all over the planet.

I feel a starving child which I feed.

I worry that there will never be world peace.

I cry about how people shun other people who need help.

I am a kind hearted helpful girl with a dream.



I understand I am just a child with a dream.

I say that people of today can make a difference.

I dream that there will be peace and love all over this globe.

I try to tell other people that they can help,

bu they are too busy to listen.

I hope my dream will come true.

I am a kind hearted helpful girl with a dream.

Written 1/26/98



Things that have changed since then?

We've gone to war

I'm older (but still kind hearted and helpful)



NOTHING! Nothing have freaking changed since then... Is anyone else mad?!?