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So... I understand people want strong people to join their covens. I am only looking to journal on here and vent completely because none of my facebook people know about this journal. So unless there's a coven for people who journal and don't bother with leveling up... I don't think I want to join one.



Besides... who actually reads this journal? I think it's only one person.

So last night/early this morning, Darcie had over some friends in the living room... They were quite loud.... This is Rebecca's bedroom. Guess where she came to sleep... DING DING DING!! You guess right. She came to my fucking room. And because I was on the verge of sleep, and just wanted to GET to sleep, I said yes, she could sleep in my room since I sleep on my futon and my bed is free. She climbs up and we fall asleep. Problem is that now she is in my bed, and I am awake. I would like to be lounging in my bedroom watching TV, not sitting in the living room, on a hard chair.



Why the fuck am I so nice? I need to learn to say "No.." and "Hell FUCKING no!"

Ok... so you ate breakfast... And then you threw up in a plastic bag that has a hole in it. So it was leaking all over your comforter. So I brought you my plastic trash can... And then you're apologizing for throwing up and it getting on YOUR comforter. So now you're sitting in your bed, talking to Rebecca and not knowing what to do. ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID?! DID YOUR PARENTS REALLY SHELTER YOU THAT MUCH?! OMFG!! GET THE FUCK OUT OF BED, WASH YOUR COMFORTER, WASH OUT THE TRASH CAN AND THEN MOVE ON WITH YOUR FUCKING DAY!!



God! I hate being the babysitter.

So I'm rooming with Sara, Darcie, and Hope. Rebecca, Sara's friend, is here as well, but is not paying for the rooming like the four of us are, and she's just sitting around in the living room area, meaning we no longer have a living room. FUCK!



So I'm sitting in my room yesterday, doing homework, and Sara comes to my doorway. She says how much she misses me, and is so glad to be around adults. I give her a questioning look, as my own brain goes, "Well that must feel nice... Too bad I'm around children!!" She explains that she just spent the entire day with kids. Hey! That's like me! You don't fucking know how to fucking do anything!!! GAHH!!!! I AM NOT YOUR MOTHER!! And stop giving me that damned sad puppy face! I want to smack it off of your face, but I can't. Cause you'll just give it to me again.



I have more to vent, but this is enough for now.



Short version of the story? Darcie and I are the oldest and boy are we feeling it. Ever feel like you're surrounded by children, even though their age is about 19ish?