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Him1223 When are you free?

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1230 Coming down or calling?

1231 If you wanna talk over the phone free now

Him1303 I was driving and didn’t have earphones plugged in.. lots of traffic

1303 Did you wanna talk now? Still free

Him1304 Honestly I don’t know what to do…

1305 About? Where are you? You here?

Him1305 No.. the situation… I don’t know what to do..

1306 Would it be easier to talk? Do you still want to be in a relationship with me? Do you wanna try to just be friends for a bit?

Him1308 I just don’t know what reason I gave for you to go looking through MY phone. The only reason there is you have a computer… you said you watch porn.. look at pics, or what not… I don’t have that… I have to look or read what I can… Closest was what I had, but didn’t do anything…

Him1310 And that ONE email was looking for a friend

1310 That’s all you have to tell me it was for porn.

Him1311 But that doesn’t fix the fact that you don’t trust me enough to go through my phone…

1313 Then perhaps we should just be friends. Either for a little or for good we could decide later. But to be honest with you, I feel like I don’t know who you are anymore. I also don’t even know what I want between us. I know that I don’t want to lose your friendship and besides sex I feel like that’s all we’ve been for the past couple of months. Maybe it’s just me

1315 I don’t even know what you feel. I don’t even know if you love me or have any kind of attraction to me

Him1318 And I don’t know what to do about that… I tell you and try to show.. I tell you that I do love you, but I don’t know what to say or do above that.

Him1320 I thought we were getting better too

1320 Me too

Him1321 Then what happened??? Why’d you feel you had to look??

1322 Because I’m paranoid! I never know what you’re thinking/feeling! I don’t see you that much and I always feel like you’re settling and not really happy with me

1324 It doesn’t make sense to me that you’re with me

Him1325 And I can’t fix that…

1325 I know

1326 Did you still want me to help you cut that cats’ toenails? I know you wanted that done.

1326 I just didn’t know if you wanted to see me or waste that much gas.

Him1327 Possibly.. dunno right now

1327 Ok.. Want me to leave you alone? Or other thoughts?

Him1329 I just don’t know where we can go if we are stuck on this… or until you can figure if you can trust me

1329 Don’t know

Him1331 Don’t know which one???

1331 Both. I honestly don’t know when/if I can trust you. I don’t know

Him1332 Then that kinda makes the decision for us

1333 Then are we friends and seeing if we could get back together later? Or friends period? Are we still friends?

1334 I don’t want to be shut off from you completely. Would still like to help with the cats as well

Him1334 We can try.. never had good experience but can try

1336 Ok. Would like to try being friends though

Him1336 We’ll figure it out

1337 I would like to still help with cats too

Him1337 I know

1338 Think you’ll still come down today?

Him1339 For??

1339 Cats?

Him1341 Don’t know… not feeling especially in the mood right now

1341 Are you ok? Should I leave you alone for a while?

Him1343 This is not something I take lightly… you still broke my trust and violated my privacy.. sorry it’s not something that I really feel like being around right now

1344 I will still text you every now and then because I do miss you. If I’m annoying let me know. Otherwise I hope to hear from you soon



4 years, 8 months, 16 days

No I will not suck your dick because I did it in the past. No, I don't want to because I know you better and don't know where it's been... plus you're dirty. go away

HI JAMILA!! (Do you read my journal?!)

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MasterInfection0913
21:30 Jul 03 2010

lol i read your journal alot...but you never write anything else!!!

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