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Looking around frantically, i could find him. My Valentine. Where was he? Where could he be? I had no idea..but he was close...



I decided to stand up straight. An all of a sudden aftter a took a breath to calm myself my throat began to burn, as if there was a coal forced down into it. Coughing i clutched my throat. I wanted this to end, What was it? What was going on? I'm so lost...



i fell to the ground then. I had to, my breath wouldnt come into my lungs as they should have just the daty before..why was this happening to me?



My coughing raking my body, i couldnt hold it back. i was lost in the pain that decided to take hold of my body. Digging my nails into my neck i tried to subside the pain with different one. But it wasnt working as it used to. My throat was in fire. It was trying to kill me. "Valentine..." i choked out. I have no idea how i did, but it was the only sound that could come out of my burning mouth. It had taken hold of me so fast.





Then I blacked out. The only memory of the pain was a liquid substance touching my lips softly and my head being lifted gently as if i were the most fragile thing in the world. "Val..entine..." and then i lost all senses.

Him. i smelled him, i felt his prescence. It was as if someone had pushed a knife through my chest and poured ice water on me. I was bare, un touched by the cold night air, and yet i felt him. So close, yet i had to find him.

"Val?" i called out softly. It was amazing that i knew it was him. Yes we had had a close bond before he fell ill, and before i was turned into a monster...but i did feel him.



Looking around i swung my head, trying to get a sense of where he was, i wanted to find him. To try and to see him. to hold him close and to make sure that he was still my Valentine. My one and only.

"Val..?" i called out again. I think that the monster change in me was causing me to lose my abilty to care what others thought about me. A little more feeling of they want be me. Looking around i searched. I could feel him. but not see him..what kind of slow torture is this?

Becoming a little more lonely at that thought, i began to look around more frantically. Where was he? I wanted to be near him, not to search for him. Ive always wnated to be near him, not to be apart. But it was obviously not what nature had planned for us..."Valentine!" i yelled out in my high steamed voice. i was lost without him. Where was he?