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See me smile and see me laugh,

but you dont see my tears.

See me happy see my joy

But yet I'm living in fear.

I try to smile and laugh with you

But nothing seems to work.

And then again I noticed its helpful if it hurts

I am misery and I am depression

But this I cannot hide...

But my honestly is just a confession that I try to deny.

I am dead, and I am sad

and I cannot stop the pain.

But then I hide in all inside where it is my game

I smile and laugh with so much joy

but its all a fantasy.

For the boy that I lost and will never ever see.

I try to smile and try to bring what everyone wants for me.

But I cant hide the pain its all the same Tragidy.

Goodbye to life and Goodbye to love

I will never be that dove.

Of which I see so far away.

This is the end of my way.

I am depression in so much denial.

So I am the depression with a Smile.