Legend has it that the school was built back in the fifties for the black children, but soon closeed down due to poor attendance, was bought by a church, and its doors reopened in the seventies, but the janitor took and molested some of its students, then vanished with his victems after burning down the school to this day neither the janitor or his victems were ever found. Some time passed and the schools auditorium was used for a Satanic ritual in which the pentagram was painted on the floor. According to the police, evidence was found hinting that the ritual was an atempt to summon Satan's son to reign the earth. many say that the spirits of the lost children can be felt, seen and heard, along with countless demons. Legend has it that if you climb the schools water tower and look into the water, you will see your reflection of the day you die. The school still stands, and condemned though the city will not tear it down, even after the farmer who owns the property has asked them to do so, the city will not let him tear it down either. Many believe the reason is that the city is afraid of angering the demonic spirits, others say they don't want to speculate.
I have been addicted to methemphetamine and cocaine for ten years, over that time I have lost alot of money, friends family, places to stay, and two cars. Though I thought I was having fun when I was high for all those years, I have not had any drugs in over a month and I am in no hurry to re-up. I realise now that I was not having fun, but was only dosing to try and stay "happy". For those of you who know people who are addicted to drugs, keep on loving them, try and talk to them, do what you can to get them off the poisons of their choice for the life of an addict is brief and hellish. I have been fortunate enough to stop cold turkey, and I admit it seemed impossible at times espeacialy during the first few days, but as time went on the cravings for the drugs became less and less. I still have the random craving for them still, but my will to remain sober is strong enough that the cravings are nothing more than a fleeting thought. I feel that since I have not had a dose in over a month, that the dependancy is gone and it is now all a mind game. How I remain sober is through spending my time walking, on hear and reading books. if I can get clean by myself, then I feel anyone can do it. Trust me it aint easy, but it can be done.
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You can do this....as you've proven to yourself for the last 30+ days.
Addiction is a serious issue, and most just want to turn a blind eye to it, or they're in denial themselves.
It does only get better...and when you start to put good things in your "tank" your only going to run that much better, cleaner etc.
I've been an addictions nurse for nearly a decade, and there is no other job I'd rather do.
Remember as fast as the triggers come, they will go...just keep your mind busy and healthy.
You've got this in the bag!
Here's to the next 30 days!
Hear Hear! It;s not easy I would have a year clean and sober but got wasted at wedding before that though was strong and still am It's also knowing what sitations can "make" you have a slip and working on it. Keep it up :)
That's wsome, fun times for sure, not sure why so many thing drugs are bad when they are good, real good!
Thank you pheonix
Thank you sis, I will always love and trust you :)
I come from a long line of demi humans, like nephilim, though born of demons rather than angels, my blood comes from the Forbidden seven leige lords of the abyss. I am able to manipulate energy, raise the dead, commune with the spirits, and channel them even alowing their power to enhance mine own. I also come from a long line of celtic seers who are able tell the future through visions and other divinatory means. I walk "half in and half out" as they say, able to travel between the relms of this world and the next. My name you ask? My name is Darminicus the Dark as the spirits have named me as I was born into the darkness, so shall I embrace the darkness.
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hannahrose
09:13 Aug 24 2013