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When you look in the mirror what do you see? Is it you or is it the monster you try to hide.



When is it that you see yourself or will you only hide from all that you are?



Never knowing yourself inside your own head, instead only hiding from everyone.



Hide behind that mask that you fake so well, for you know not even who you are.



Wish on a star so bright that it burns your pale skin as you seek it out.



Look on the light of the sun and burn bright as you fall to mere ashes.



Let the cool winds of change blow you away and take with them all you know.



Drift away on the breeze to see all that was not shown in your eyes.



Turning you back as you pass into memory's known only to a few.



Leaving all who care behind as you have done already, not even knowing.



Seeking out what is told to you not to need by your own minds sight.



Yet you still seek it out as a need to know what you have always known . . . . . a broken home.

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Isis101
22:59 Oct 20 2008

A very nice commentary...the music enhances it. Thank you.

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To the only person that makes me cry when i hear your voice . .



What do i say? I don't know what to say anymore.



There are no words to that have not been said already.



You don't know what you want, but i don't think it is me.



Maybe someday but not on this day.



I wonder if you know how bad it hurts me to know that i didn't give you what you wanted.



I am ready to give up now.



You say you want to be friends, you say you still want to talk, and i will always be here for you.



But i guess now i will have to hide that hearing your voice makes me miss you so much.



You ask me what's wrong and i can't answer, i can't answer



I can't answer because it seems you have found something that makes you happy



I want so bad to try harder, try and try for you, but i know it won't matter anymore.



I have already lost you, you who i wanted to make my world.



Having said all that there is to say, trying all that i know to try.



I wonder at times if being closer to you would have changed anything.



Would it have even mattered that i gave you my all?



All things that i will never know.



I know now that i need to stop telling you how i feel, it is not my place to tell you..



Tell you all the things that i have said so many times now.

If i could see you . . . . what would i say? I don't even know.



How am i suppose to feel when all my nightmares become real to me.



I don't think you see the places inside me that are hidden away.



I don't know exactly what to do. But all my dreams come as you.



I don't know exactly what to do.



No one see me anymore, cause i hide from everyone. Why should i not hide?



I don't know exactly what to do .



I feel like i have been left at the road side and hung out to dry.



I don't know how i woke up one day and thought i knew exactly what to do.



Because i don't know exactly what to do.

Have you ever seen something so beautiful that no words may describe it?



Felt something so strong that your heart aches with each beat?



Seen someone so graceful in your eyes that you can not look away from them?



Will you let stand the test of time all these feelings?



May your heart always guide you through all the hardships that life lay before you.



I hope you feel with all the senses that your body holds.



May we all find someone that we see so beautiful.



May we all know what it truly feels to love, and be loved in return.



For those feelings will stand the test of time. Even when gone the feeling will remain.



May we all know that bliss, the bliss of being loved by someone.



The flutter in your heart as you hear them speak.



Feel your heart pound as they come close.



Fight hard when you must to keep that in your heart.



And step away when needed to do the same.



Love with all you have and never be afraid to show those emotions.



May we each be blessed, even if for only a moment by what your heart can truly let you feel.

Once you have been broken and you heal from hopes of the same person that broke you . . . do you break again?



Are you just dead inside?



When all you see is sorrow from an eye that does not care.



When all hopes die inside you for that feeling that was once always there.



Hold it inside as you again begin to cry those tears.



Don't ever let it go even if you die never knowing happiness.



Asking someone to never leave you . . .it is too much?



Now back to that wish that all you could see was just the dusk.



Dusk of time, and pain and the end of why i am here.



Breaking inside you sit and cry and just really wish on a hope that is not there.



Die so it would not be in the mind of the one you love to save them of the thought of you at all.



My heart is taken and gone not even in the eyes of me can it be.



All i feel now is pain and all effort has been in vain.



Don't worry about me for it is only waste of thought.



Rotting in peace shall i always be for it is me that no one should ever see.

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VampyOne
12:12 Mar 12 2008

I really enjoyed your poetry...very nice writing

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