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WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE! CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME!!! WTF IS IT THE NIGHT CAN BE GOING GREAT AND THEN SOMEONE HAS TO FUCK IT ALL UP FOR EVERYONE. WHY THE FUCK DO STUPID PEOPLE FUCKING DRINK?!?! ANYBODY? IF YOU WANT TO DRINK A BEER FINE, BUT WHEN U GET SO DRUNK ALL YOU WANT TO DO IS FIGHT THAT IS TOO GODDAMN FAR!!! YOU COME INTO MY FUCKING HOUSE AND TRY TO START THIS FUCKING BS, I AM A GOOD MIND TO SHOOT THE MOTHERFUCKER AND TELL THE COPS HE WAS A THIEF! AHHHHHHHHHHH FUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



We are all sitting here and things are fucking fine then the next thing i know my sister and her piece of shit b/f are getting into yet again. All they fucking do is drink and fight, then he starts yelling at me when i told him he needed to take it outside. Well i will tell now i have anxiety problems when it come to fighting, and having some drunk piece of shit in my goddamn face screaming at me for no fucking reason don't help. All i want is goddamn piece and quiet. I hate fighting, have i said before cause if i haven't then i fucking saying it now. What is the point behind fighting anyone care to tell me that. You drink and you fucking get stupid but does that stop anyone fuck no of course not. Who cares anymore, why not just drink all your motherfucking problems away, sure. Too bad it don't happen like that all what the fuck is the problem with seeing that. You try to treat someone right and this is what you get in return? Well go to fucking hell and rot there then. god damn it! im sorry if anyone thinks this is about them because it is not, and the only person this is about is my sister's b/f. And im sorry if anyone gets mad, baby im sorry i just really needed to vent and i didnt want to bother you this late at night.

What are you thinking about?



Ever stop to ask yourself that question?



Do you ask yourself what your doing or just go on with the day to day bullshit?



Well i don't know your answer, and i don't pay attention to mine.



Day by day, night by night passing by . . . for what?



Do we know where we stand?



Well if you do then you are ahead of most.



People are like a rose, both beauty and pain all wrapped up in a sweet smelling package.



Some of you pick what one you want most, some pain others beauty.



But do you ever stop to ask why?



Why pain? why beauty?



Do you know the answer?



Who knows anything anymore in a world gone cold.



A world where the most beautiful rose can be torn apart.



Can be gleamed on with painful eyes and never touched.



And yet the pain is the red of the flash you never saw.



Confused . . . . welcome to my world.

So why if i may ask is it that some of us can come on so sweet and kind only to turn around and be the , the devil that stabs you in the back?



Still have yet to really figure out how people can be so two faced with others.



It is getting to be quite amusing to me to be honest, and yet so sad that when you know someone is trying to say words that hurt you you just laugh and move on.



My advise to anyone would be never take your heart out of it's cage, always be ready for the pain even if caused by your own hand.



Try to never bottle things up inside yourself, because i can promise you someday it will be the wolf tearing at your heart from the inside.



It you believe in getting even, at least be proficient at it and make it worth their while, because there is not point doing it unless you want to crush them.



This are things that i have learned how to do from some the best people in my life, the one's that stabbed me in the fucking back, or torn me apart and smiled as they did it.



Have no remorse for anyone because i promise you they won't fucking have any for you.

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LadyxDarkxRayne
08:23 Jul 24 2009

Yes people are cruel, I have come to learn that myself as they whisper in your ear the sweetest things they will then turn and rip your heart out with their very next breath. Ya I myself am Jaded and it took a lot for me to take the walls down, and of course im cautious, that will always remain like that until I am truely made to believe with out a doubt that I am not going to have my ♥ torn to shreds again.

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