Darkness falls all around me, darkening out the sky only to cover it instead with beautiful stars.
Stars that shine bright as beckons lighting a dark road way, i sit back, breathing in the cool night air.
Feeling the night wrap around me it's cold dark arms hiding me from the sight of men, women and children.
I sit quiet and still, taking in all that is around me, opening my mind to a sight not seen with the eyes of many . . . . . felt only by hearts of few.
Senses heighten, i can hear the air as it leaves my chest running for the sky as i wish i could so many times now.
My mind begins to wonder as i know that as long as the night has her arms around me i am not seen, i may let my guard down for this short time.
Thoughts of times past, mistakes made, hearts broken. Feelings of pain that are never more then a dull ache inside me now.
Wondering where it is that i truly am anymore, yet keeping my eyes on the stars that shine so bright.
Beauty in all things, even in the darkest night sky. This is the thought that crosses my mind as i look down to remember . . . .
Remember that i am bleeding. Slow drops that have ran down from me, that now pool as quiet as i sit.
I begin to dose into what seems like a quite sleep, knowing that i have seen enough beauty.
Beauty that will now be the last sight into my eyes as i pass yet again into what feels a peaceful place.
My last thoughts are small, yet still i wonder . . . will you miss me in your heart.
When the snow falls in a quiet blanket of white it is you i see in the cold airs night,
I watch the flakes fall and drift to the ground, thinking of you as my tears follow quiet and soft,
It is so quiet . . . so alone, i wish you could see that all you have to do is ask, i would give it all away to be by your side.
Watching and wondering what went wrong, thinking how bad i wish to be home.
I wish it was you that kept me warm, wishing it was you that i could come home and see.
Knowing that it is you that has my heart, i sit quiet as i wonder where you are.
Do you ever think about me as much as i do you? When i said i would have came with you . . . i meant every word.
Feeling left behind as i had to drive away, watching you leaving and not knowing that it was the end.
I feel like i missed something when you went away, i still feel a part of you with me.
I miss you with each breath i draw in, wishing it was you i had to hold. Wondering what i will do now.
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