The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

Although i will never admit, from my mouth, to anyone i care about, i will admit here that i wish my

car wreck yesterday had killed me. Every way i turn in life to try to get my life right and move forward i screw it all up. This is my second car wreck in a few months time. I've put peoples lives in danger, scared my family terribly, ruined four cars two of my own and two not mine, gotten two tickets, almost killed people, flunked out of college, disappointed my family and friends. And now i am burdening them, beyond what it means to care about someone, with my troubles and my finacial troubles. I can't afford to pay my way through life and i hurt and burden those i love. So i see no bright side ever and i really wish the accident yesterday would have been so much more severe and that i wouldnt have made it.