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I swear she would be dead right now. I cant believe the audacity o people. especially the ones who raise you. but I guess that's why they say blood doesn't matter any more. it used to be family first. now its fuck is that? I just am floored by the way people turn on you for not giving them the ability to control you. I would've broke her arm today. I wanted to. she deserved it. if it wasn't for the light in my life id be in jail right now. I cant cope with this pain. I'm slowly realizing that family doesn't matter. blood doesn't matter. no one matters anymore. its just you forever and for always. except for the light in my life. it seems like the as each day goes by I come to realize more and more. I'm either on my own fever or walking side by side with an angel of darkness but shines brighter than the moon and sun combined.

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Darkward
20:57 Nov 25 2018

It has been this way for a very long time. Family versus family friends versus friends. Does you feel love you don't know the ones you don't think love you do. It's all very confusing. But none of it matters truly. Cuz if you love yourself and you're true to yourself that's the only person you have to worry about. Don't feel alone or trapped cuz there are others that have gone through the same thing. peace and be well

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You're psychotic. you think you own me? sadly, in some was you still do.see I'm not scared off by the voices, i know your personalities cause you pain, but i will never walk away. in away i enjoy how we fight. because the day we stop is the day we gie up on each other. I'm here ill take whatever comes at me. you pyscho bitch. you cant scare me, you can not hurt me enough to leave. maybe I'm crazy too maybe its love. we will never know. but when i see your smile its all worth the crazy turmoil.

its been quiet in the darkness. I haven't had to defend myself. but that's only because I keep myself locked up from the world. or else I would be in turmoil right no.

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VvBLOODLUSTvV
20:02 Nov 03 2018

Know this all too well.

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