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And today, as winter accidently posted on my account I had to see that I don't write enough on here, lol so says Winter, so Lets see, a day in the life of me.. Well not much to know. so anyway, lets see, I sleep when I sleep, eat when I eat, and play when I play, so all in all, I am a boring person. least the fact of my job. Not many people can do this job, its not all sugar and spice, but I've noticed that some people don't understand the concept, and it was funny when Winter went off on one of those people not long ago, they felt that bodyguards werent needed in this world, in short order she told that person that Psycho's mostly like that person, were the cause of the need for bodyguards, which is funny, I won't be mean to Females, so I try and be nice, but when they decide to be rude, I take a backseat to it and not deal with it, but then if someone takes over that , well go for it, I let it go and just ignore it but I realize some people can't handle it. lol I can, but rather use my time and effort to something a whole lot more productive then that. so I thank those who helped me and stood their ground on my behalf and well.. thats about it lol.

It has come across my attention that I need to speak some words or rather type them, I love VR but I didn't realize that there were Psychos on here, I guess there everywhere on here but still, the pain in my heart is now gone and the knife that was stabbed has healed, my life can go on quietly and hopefully without incident because I don't need problems, of course thats fixable too just annoying, I trust those who trust me and I trust those whom I care for But I do not trust those who lies , for ever words could be more venom to posion the mind and soul of hatred and twisted realities, I am left to peace and better get it, I don't need the cops involved but life always throws curveballs at me.. so we thank everyone for taking time to read this and hey comments always welcomed tooo, and I once more hand the words and thoughts to Winter, for she is my Sister of Savior so to speak, not really related but known one another since elementary school lol we have been brother and sister like ever since . so anyway I hand these words that were typed to Winter, and thank you all for letting me Vent...!





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DragonReborn
15:04 Jan 24 2008

yeah it is bad to know that Psychos are here even.Alas they are sadly all over.They like to feel like they are the center of the universe..when really they are just nutjobs.I hope all works out for you and this nutjob will leave you alone finally..i mean i don't see how else you could have said it any plainer.Best of luck to you...And i agree..Winter does have the most beautiful eyes i have ever seen as well.

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Who are we to know what the truth and what a lie is? should we wait around and watch the Sinners get away with the lies ,and the ones who tell the truth punished? Ah well that is my life, full of people who say they are truthful and end up being liars that even the devil wouldn't want to keep them, the lies are the worst part, but continuing the lie is even worse, I hate the ones who consider themselves pure and end up as tainted as the day the devil was made.. They sicken me to the core, and hope only that the darkness will swallow their souls and take them to the depths of hell.



(Once more I'd like to thank Winter for helping me compose this, she's really good at this ....)

My mind, a jumble of complex rope that twine around lifes harsh lands, and yet here I stand , sane .. or am I? I am a Psi, I am a Medium to those who wish to be heard, those from the darkness come out to play and I have no control over that, but I enjoy, I feel and see things no others can even comprehend. I am their doorway to another means of communication, and yet I feel nothing, the pain is gone, the anger is gone, but they are there lurking in the shadows in the background, waiting to be heard, to be seen in a new light, but the darkness always reclaims them...



(And so I must give credit to WinterRose for helping me word them in better context then I would ever be able to put them.... Thank you Winter!!)

I think im madly in love with a beautiful woman, I don't know how it happened or when but I knew it.. I am deeply in love and my instincts tell me its real and not some puppy dog love. Now the only issue I have is to tell her that I love her and not get screamed at lol, how should I say it , should I even say it? what is love anyway and who needs it right? oh well I can only hope she feels the same about me because if she doesn't I will be totally pissed beyond words, now I should ask her here but I think it would embarass her and ill hear it for days but hmm, any ideas? or questions? who knows maybe one day Ill find this far reaching princess to my knight and shining armor, lol or maybe just a toad in disguise.. anyway, I must prepare for what is to come, I need a drink...

The pure hate that runs through my veins makes manson look like a girlscout selling cookies down the road, My Hated runs so deep, it cannot even compare to the grand canyon, My Hate runs so deep even my Lust is violent... My hate runs so deep even I lose myself once in a while. but then I live for that.. I am Death, I am the Darkness that stalks the ones that appeal to me, and I am Hate.

So my job, is great, not many people can say they get paid to babysit chicks all day and get all the girls I want, there is just one thing..... Damn Winter, she is always getting her ass in danger and running around like nothing will bother her, and I am the one who has to go after her ass and get her out of the trouble she gets into now I don't mind it if I could I'd take her over my knee and give her a swipe or two but I can't but I can wish lol, anyway, I don't want to do something to upset her father , and not upset her either but im getting tired of tying her up in the bedroom or putting her on lockdown, any hints of what else I can do, OTHER then drugging her? LOL