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these words you here are lies hidden beneath the truth and the words you hear nolonger seem to be clear!!
22:18 Nov 27 2006
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these words you gave me
the friendship me made
these things we promised
everything we did
has now turned into dust
invisible dust
left for only me to remember
and see
i can still see the words you said
"i love you both the same"
you said to me and her
as we smiled and walked on
through this ignorant path
i took everything for the truth
and ended up with nothing when it was all over
"I will always be here"
maybe you meant it different than you said it
you said it to me as if you'd be here for me
i never wanted to lose you
either of you
i guess i did in the end
yet these words echo in my head
these memories still wont fade
i see them every night
before i go to sleep
i wont cry a tear for you
nor draw blood in hope of your return
i know now it will not happen
you lied to me
everything was a lie
everything you did
everything you said
everything you made me think
these mind games you played
these things you did
these things you said
they need to all go away
i dont know how much longer i can take it
i need some before i break it
these things
you trust i'll stay away
you trust i'll never show you how much you did to me
you trust i wont try to right what has been wronged
you think im weak
you think you have control of me
well guess what????
you have no hold on me
no hold to make me do what you want me to
i will do what ever the f**k i please
and take everything from you with ease
see i know your weaknesses
you thought i knew nothing about the real you
well you showed me one day
and i payed respect to who you were
and what you wanted me to do
to do just for you
everything i have done
all of my time i have given
these years i gave you
can not be taken back
this money i spent on you
these things you now owe me
you think you dont
you think i dont know where you are
i will find you
i will hunt you down
you will be torn down
you will plead for mercy
you see
you thought you were the one holding the cards
now im standing here holding all the cards
you think you're safe from me
but i know just what to do
i know how to break you
i know where you live
i know where you feel free to breathe
where you sleep
where you roam
i will come for you one day
because you broke me
i will break you
not just to get even
because you really deserve everything i will do to you
you deserve to be broken
you took everything i had
my respect
dignity
i can have a very long list of everything
and you will pay
for what you have done to me
and then you abandon me
just because you wont seem me
but maybe once in a great while
love knows no boundries
and you proved all of this truth to be lies
so look out behind you
because when you least expect it
i will come for you
and you will pay your dues
One of the Unknown
01:44 Nov 09 2006
Times Read: 544
ONE OF THE UNKNOWN
I lie
I cry
I lay here and bleed
And wait to die
Then I think to myself
What have I done
To mess up my life this much
It can’t ever be fixed
Nothing can be done over
Am I where I want to be
Life is so short
Yet I found a way to fuck it up
And make it seem shorter
What am I to do now
I’m losing friends
Family
Even myself
I don’t know yet what I’m letting happen
I’m letting go of all I know
And all I will know
But all I do know is I have nothing
I will have nothing
And I am nothing
No longer something
Only nothing
Fading fast into everything that is
Nothing at all
12:14:04
Lies
01:40 Nov 09 2006
Times Read: 545
more recent poem....
I lie
It destroys
All you know
All you will ever know
It is the destruction of all things good
I crumble under the pressure
Of what’s been done
Everything is broken
And can never
Ever
Be repaired….
It lies beneath
Beneath all you’ll ever know
Waiting to destroy
Everything in existence
Changing everything
Into nothing
You lose everything in just seconds
It can never
Be regained
Once it’s let loose
Another
Bigger creature
Takes its place
Every time it gets bigger
More is lost
When everything is gone
You are left
With nothing
But you
Things you may think you know but have no idea
01:28 Nov 09 2006
Times Read: 546
this is from a long time ago, i thought i'd put it here.
Dreams shattered
The glass shatters
My dreams break
Nothing else matters
I don't want to wake
You cut me with the glass
You hurt me once more
Will this hurt ever pass?
What's this life for?
All that I achieved
Has been swept away
Everything I believed
Is not here today.
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