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I used to believe a lot of things, I used to love anime, I still do. I went to conventions, had fun, taught some people how to do Vampire Costuming. Then I realized something, were these people really my friends?



In 2009, I was starting to hang out with the furs, they seemed great, then my roommate kind of wrecked it. Then I was told I was the problem in the community now. I started to date and get engaged to a great guy, who everyone called a liar and he wasn't.



In 2010, I went to Texas, met a fur down there who wasn't so great. She in fact ripped me off, so I'm kind of wondering if those two communities are worth it anymore.



I used to be part of a vampire community that was great. And I'm starting to think...you know, why am I part of a group that hurts me? The Vampire Community never did that, the never once treaded on me, I felt like my personal space was respected and that I wasn't alone. In the Anime Community I feel like because I had to evict a former roommate for not paying rent that I'm suddenly the bad person.



In the fur community I'm considered a trouble maker because I stood up to the lies someone spread about the guy I'm with.



What's the difference? Nothing really, all I know is at least when I was in the vampire community was not feeling stupid or alone. I did have people to talk to and people who understood. I'm leaving both communities without telling anyone, I have friends there still, but I won't be as active anymore.



I should just say to the communities, "Thanks for the memories, but I'm a vampire, that's where I belong." I'm sorry for leaving and I'm sorry for doing what I did.



My vampire name is Nagi, and I'm not Japanese, but that's the name I like. So I'm back in a community where I belong.