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my vision blurs eyes are shaking

the lies of sanity are faithfully breaking

slowly cracks start to spider

my hair grows another shade whiter

doors of fate

doors of love

slammed closed by the god above

who but you gave him the right

to the close the world to end your life

you hurt yourself ruined your life

remember the first time you drug that knife

split the skin then watched the blood fall

your sins ha! you forget them all

i close my eyes and all i see

are beautiful visions of insanity

hatred and contempt are all i feel

death why the fuck does it seem so real

while these rich bigits live their lives

while everday another poor kid dies

you sit in our middle class home

talk to your fake friends on your expensive cell phone

have you ever spent a night on the street

lived a day without cooling water or even heat

how about your friends are they alive or dead

ever seen your homie with a bullet in his head

live your life the same day after day

feeling no love,compassion,or hate

but whos the judge you or i

should i live or should i die

you see me call me scumbag just some dirt

can i ask whats my life worth

if i could afford a hum-vee

would it really change me

would i be the same man

the one with a plan

or is it you just don't care

never thought to share

half your burger with a bum

can't you just buy another one

do you know if you'll die today

why won't you live your life your own way

why do you scream at your kids

why can't you remember their god's gifts

they are kids not your slaves

not punching bags for your bad days

how many lives must you mess up

how many lives will you corrupt

take your pills one by one

take them until the hate is gone

si the the one real cure

or is it just inferior

it's all over my lifes done

my breaks slow down to one

now im dead are you happy

does your life still seem crappy

put on your false grin

just to cover up your sin

you killed me slowly on the inside

you do the drugs then you hide

lock the world in a coffin

cry your tears till your eyes are rotten