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I want to die sometimes just fucking die but i have to much responceability for living ..when im not down i want to live but at times i dont. i want to go to the afterlife and just be free of the world ..to spititually fly arround and cause chaos to those who dont believe in ghost ..or talk to those who do.

my head is spinning in thought my heart is aching. and for nothing .ive lost know one .im just alive and cant deal with it .i want the kind of freeness i had as a kid .i want not to worry i want release...from this life from constantly dying from not having a place of solitude .from being tired , i love my family all of them sometimes i wonder if they wouldnt be better off with out me . thry would mourn for awhile i know but then one day my wife would find a new husband ..my kids would have a new daddy .one with a job and no mental issues . one who can give them everything i cannot ..we are replaceable ..we have no real importance ..we are just here till we pass then we are replaced .would they be better ...would they be happier ??? Am i anything.?

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ladySnowStrixx
22:52 Dec 19 2009

No , Because you know as well as I do you would be missed , Sarah would miss you and so would your Children , and OB and I also would miss you , we have found a great friend in you and I,m sorry but that can not be replaced .A Heart is not measured by How much you have , but by Loving ,sharing , Caring , and being the person you are. Why would you want to leave that?

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GreenWitchFantasies
05:23 Dec 20 2009

Anthony, number one...You are NOT replaceable...you are of utmost importance to me AND your children! Since when does trivial things like a lack of money of so much importance that you would actually consider yourself a burden to people that love you?



You are everything to me and your kids...So, stop being silly and think about the things you are saying...This isn't really you...and I know better...



I love you...

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Isis101
21:00 Dec 20 2009

I think that you are seeing things thriugh the lenses of depression right now. Know that your life is valuable, and that there are people who love you very, very much.

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